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Turning 24 soon. Scary prospect. I refuse to look back and wonder where my life could have been at...at this point it is what it is and I can only go forward from here....
I'm not doing anything for my birthday, not because I'm against celebrating getting older, but because I don't want to get drunk and I don't want to go to a club.
Lately, I have gotten an itch...and no not that type of itch... but I have been reading a lot about Richard Bronson, and although I feel ambition was covered because he had certain social advantages than I...but I think I might just be willing to go through a few things to do it...but whats my measure of success? Am I assertive enough to do this? We shall see....in the mean time I'm staying positive and learning everything I can...
I don't work tomorrow...my company gave me the day off for my birthday...
Halloween is coming and I'm not dressing up and I don't even feeling like going out...its weird. Certain things don't cut it for me anymore. Drinking...staying out past 12...the thought of a movie and a stroll through mary brickell park for sugar free ice cream sounds better...as long as I'm home before 12....
I'm addicted to corn dogs from Dogma. By the way, how come no one ever told me the spare ribs from PF chang were fuckin out of this world crazy insane? daamn...
lately, I don't want to talk...i hate talking...it is such an effort...I would much rather slurp on my soymilk and banana shake (eating is an effort too) and watch Tabitha Salon Take Over or Law and Order (but the latter creeps me out sometimes or makes me sad at the end) and if nothing else is on....I admit it...I'll watch The Hills re-runs...
I want chocolate gotta go now....
I'm not doing anything for my birthday, not because I'm against celebrating getting older, but because I don't want to get drunk and I don't want to go to a club.
Lately, I have gotten an itch...and no not that type of itch... but I have been reading a lot about Richard Bronson, and although I feel ambition was covered because he had certain social advantages than I...but I think I might just be willing to go through a few things to do it...but whats my measure of success? Am I assertive enough to do this? We shall see....in the mean time I'm staying positive and learning everything I can...
I don't work tomorrow...my company gave me the day off for my birthday...
Halloween is coming and I'm not dressing up and I don't even feeling like going out...its weird. Certain things don't cut it for me anymore. Drinking...staying out past 12...the thought of a movie and a stroll through mary brickell park for sugar free ice cream sounds better...as long as I'm home before 12....
I'm addicted to corn dogs from Dogma. By the way, how come no one ever told me the spare ribs from PF chang were fuckin out of this world crazy insane? daamn...
lately, I don't want to talk...i hate talking...it is such an effort...I would much rather slurp on my soymilk and banana shake (eating is an effort too) and watch Tabitha Salon Take Over or Law and Order (but the latter creeps me out sometimes or makes me sad at the end) and if nothing else is on....I admit it...I'll watch The Hills re-runs...
I want chocolate gotta go now....