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I have issues with happiness. I need something tangible to make me beleive it's real. I often worry that maybe I'm just crazy and it isn't happening, or that it is a dream.

My mind always think of every bad thing that could happen. I hate it. It's jsut so stupid. I need to just let go, don't think, enjoy the here and now. All that stuff.

But really, I'm still super happy.