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I went and talked to Brandon today.
I didn't yell, and I didn't cry.
I said "I'm not mad at you for breaking up with me, but for future reference, you should break up with your girlfriend yourself. It hurts a lot less." And he explained how he had never been good with that kind of thing. I already knew that, I guess you just never put your name with the problem.
Then we talked about how he was acting that night, and he was semi-apologetic. He said he'd already been in a bad mood, and it's not really an excuse, but at least he was being a lot nicer than he was the other day.
Obviously, I don't hate him, and I told him so. I said that if it was okay with him, I'd like to be friends and he said okay. I made sure he knew I meant real friends, not the talk behind their back when they are gone becaues you really hate them kind.
He seemed genuinely surprised that I didn't hate him.
But really, I don't. And I don't see the point.
I talked to him for about fifteen minutes, and it wasn't bad at all.
It really helped me a lot.
Then he left, and I stayed there and hung out with Kyle, Melissa and Brad. It was fun. I'm glad I can still stay friends with the JC crowd.
After all that, I hung out in the JJ's parking lot with Melissa H., Jason, Chris, James, and Brandon (not Winegarner). A street sweeper was sweeping the parking lot because he got mad at us for yelling at him after he ran a red light.
After that Chris, Melissa and I sat with Kyle on his lunch break.
I didn't yell, and I didn't cry.
I said "I'm not mad at you for breaking up with me, but for future reference, you should break up with your girlfriend yourself. It hurts a lot less." And he explained how he had never been good with that kind of thing. I already knew that, I guess you just never put your name with the problem.
Then we talked about how he was acting that night, and he was semi-apologetic. He said he'd already been in a bad mood, and it's not really an excuse, but at least he was being a lot nicer than he was the other day.
Obviously, I don't hate him, and I told him so. I said that if it was okay with him, I'd like to be friends and he said okay. I made sure he knew I meant real friends, not the talk behind their back when they are gone becaues you really hate them kind.
He seemed genuinely surprised that I didn't hate him.
But really, I don't. And I don't see the point.
I talked to him for about fifteen minutes, and it wasn't bad at all.
It really helped me a lot.
Then he left, and I stayed there and hung out with Kyle, Melissa and Brad. It was fun. I'm glad I can still stay friends with the JC crowd.
After all that, I hung out in the JJ's parking lot with Melissa H., Jason, Chris, James, and Brandon (not Winegarner). A street sweeper was sweeping the parking lot because he got mad at us for yelling at him after he ran a red light.
After that Chris, Melissa and I sat with Kyle on his lunch break.