Spice Up Your Life!
So the past week has been okay but not the best time in the world. Friday night was horrible for me. My emotions are in overdrive and its freaking confuses me. The littlest things don't seem so little and everything is causing me to lose control and cry. Well not everything..some things are still looking up. I think i look way too much into things and dwell on them to the point where i start to annoy myself with my own thoughts. Saturday was one of the most boring days...ever. I did nothing except go to eat chinese with my grandma and mom which was just so great! *sarcasm* Sunday was hell and just as boring. I got yelled at by my mother numerous times and i walked inside the house and freaked the hell out. I started throwing things and screaming but of course no one heard me. I think I need serious help. No joke at all. I am aware that i have serious emotional problems but I have no way to get help. Its horrible. Its horrible. Its horrible. I cannot stand to live with these people anymore. I have no feelings toward them its sad. They are just there to me..they mean nothing. I can't help but feel that way. But i don't want this whole entry to be massive depressive so lets think of something fun to talk about. We went on a trip today to the space science place. It was awfully neato. It was a hell of a lot better than school ever would be. I get out of school soon..they year went by extremely fast. This has been the most random year of my life. A lot of things happen that are just so weird and i think they helped me become more of myself. Going through useless drama and random fights with friends. When i look back they seem extremely funny and i just love that. Yep...