Jun 05, 2006 08:30
I think I officially hate myself for taking an 8am math class during the summer... in Charlottesville. Twice a week I wake up at 6am only to drive an hour, sit in finite mathematics for two hours and forty minutes, and then drive an hour home. - Except for today when I go to work after class, then leave the Ville to head to Lynchburg... a two hour drive. Oh me.
I wish there was someone to tell me I'm not an idiot. The one person who would is at the beach with his woman. (damn you, Chris)
Rar, I think it's official... I think I've fallen (again) When everything you do during the day leads you to thinking about one person and how you want to see them, that means you've fallen for them doesn't it? But I know I have a good reason and I'm not just an idiot. It's not just my imagination. Other people have asked me about it. So I know I'm not the only one seeing it.
You know, I don't know why people are so worried about taking risks. Everyone is so afraid that if they take a risk (by telling someone how they really feel about them, for example) that they're going to get hurt. Who ever wrote in the laws that you were always going to be told no? There are two answers you could be told. One of those answers is sadly no. Why stop thinking there, though? Hello! There is another answer - yes. Which means there is also a 50% chance you'll be told yes. Wow! Amazing, ain't it? So why think that everytime you're going to be told no? Yea, there is a 50% chance you'll be told no, but on the flip side, there's a 50% chance you'll be told yes!
Now there is a catch to that. If you get told yes, then find out they weren't it, you're right back to square one. But so what? You never would have know until you tried. If you're so scared of taking risks your whole life, you could be scared of letting something good happen. So let go. Take a risk. Let something good happen to your life.
I need to take my own advice about that. :) However, I took that risk before and I got told no. Do I take that risk again, risking a friendship, to possibly gain something good in my life? *sigh* Peace.