When is it going to be my turn?
People tell me to be thankful for the ability to wake up and breathe
every morning. And while I do appreciate that and I am very thankful
for that, sometimes you just need a little bit more to look forward to
to get you motivated for your day. Most mornings I wake up with a
disgusting feeling in my stomach and I feel any moment I could throw
up. Now why in the world would I ever want to wake up? Besides talking
to my friends and family, there really isn't much I look forward to
when I wake up. I know all the shit I have to do during the day and
plan out my precious hours in the day that I have to do these things.
People say that sometimes you have to do things you don't like and good
things come to those who wait, but when is it going to be my turn? When
do I get to wake up looking forward to something spectacular? I do
things I don't like all the time. When do I get to do something that I
enjoy? When is it going to be my turn?