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I'm kind of just realizing I'm ridiculously angry. And bitter.
He hurt me. Lied to me. Time and time again I tried to see the better person in him.
And now. I just see a bunch of lies. And a bunch of wasted days. And I hurt. And I'm angry, and a lot of the anger is at myself for believing.
Theres just this clamp on my heart thats keeping me from moving on. None of it seems worth it anymore.
Guilt is what it comes down to. Guilt, betrayal, anger and bitterness. Merry Christmas.
He hurt me. Lied to me. Time and time again I tried to see the better person in him.
And now. I just see a bunch of lies. And a bunch of wasted days. And I hurt. And I'm angry, and a lot of the anger is at myself for believing.
Theres just this clamp on my heart thats keeping me from moving on. None of it seems worth it anymore.
Guilt is what it comes down to. Guilt, betrayal, anger and bitterness. Merry Christmas.