fuck you!
WHYYY!?!?!?!?
why the fuck does everything have to go from really good to fucking horrible?!?!? everyone at school basically is giving me shit about this whole thing and its stupid! its not your fucking life! stay the fuck out of it! dont tell me who i like or who i dont like or who i should or shouldn't date! get your own fucking lives! if you dont like what i do/who i like then thats your opinion i dont need to fucking hear any of them! keep them to yourselves!!!! EVERY one of my family members has shit on me..they dont like anything that i've been doing or saying or anything. matts been the worst..i know he's just looking out for me but its stupid! because he gets EVERYONE else involved too! my mom, my dad, his friends, my friends. just stay out! yea i know you care about me..but i have one life..i want to live it. live it my way not yours! AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
in the wise words of sarah ward:
"It feels like I'm hoping for nothing, and I know it, and I'm still hoping."
so basically i'm hoping that this whole thing will work out for the better and maybe be an us or something..i'm not sure..but i'm hoping............
i have SO much more to say but i can't...i'm already a wreck..i dont want to be anymore......=\
why the fuck does everything have to go from really good to fucking horrible?!?!? everyone at school basically is giving me shit about this whole thing and its stupid! its not your fucking life! stay the fuck out of it! dont tell me who i like or who i dont like or who i should or shouldn't date! get your own fucking lives! if you dont like what i do/who i like then thats your opinion i dont need to fucking hear any of them! keep them to yourselves!!!! EVERY one of my family members has shit on me..they dont like anything that i've been doing or saying or anything. matts been the worst..i know he's just looking out for me but its stupid! because he gets EVERYONE else involved too! my mom, my dad, his friends, my friends. just stay out! yea i know you care about me..but i have one life..i want to live it. live it my way not yours! AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
in the wise words of sarah ward:
"It feels like I'm hoping for nothing, and I know it, and I'm still hoping."
so basically i'm hoping that this whole thing will work out for the better and maybe be an us or something..i'm not sure..but i'm hoping............
i have SO much more to say but i can't...i'm already a wreck..i dont want to be anymore......=\