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Heya! Well,as lyssa kindly pointed out in her last post,I should deffinitely update this more often! I'm following her advice - since there's been stuff going on, I haven't had the time nor will to write,but it's about time we put it black on white. (or vice-versa in this case :))
CASE 1: The Senior (oh how inovative codename):
- Nat has gotten her hands on him. And the whole town knows about my probs,including him. I dunno what to say. There's a bunch of mixed signals here,too. She's a bitch,anyway. I hate her for lying to my face and for doing things behind my back. I can't believe what bitch she turned out to be. And now that he told her they won't be together,she has befriended him to the point where they are together 24/7. "Just friends",course,but she's sure as hell trying. And of course,as soon as I see her with him,I step away. I can't even look at her,let alone say something to her. She ruined everything,or if not totally herself,then she sure as hell helped a lot to bring things down before they even begun.
CASE 2: Forum shit:
- nothing much to say here,people are constantly proving to me I should hate them instead of love them (speaking in general,course). I'm totally right here,they're totally wrong,I'm the voice of reason and all they know is to insult. It pisses me off majorly and causes minor panic attacks. And general anxiety. Let's just say I had really bad experiences with these kind of things and now I freak out. Hope this'll end soon.
CASE 3: School:
-grades are really good,but all the studying is steadily going on my nerves and driving me insane. I need to relax somehow,really. Too much stress,I'm gonna go crazy before I graduate.
CASE 4: Friends:
-the class couple - my bestest friend,already mentioned Ivan,and another "used-to-be-good" friend of mine - are driving me insane as well. I'm seriously thinking about completely stopping hanging out with her coz HE is all she talks about,and thankyouverymuch,but I know MORE about him than she does and I seriously CANNOT listen about how they love eachother 24/7. It's tiring and rude. And he's so wrapped up in her that he barely notices my existence. Way to go,eh? But I'm dealing with it,not much I can do really.
-tommorrow's this party at Leia's but right after school,just our 10 member gang.It's a prob coz I have things to do for school,I have Italian early in the evening and I'm not sure mom'll let me. I'm not sure if I wanna go either but it's my gang so it might be okay..dunno what to do @_@
-------------------general conclusion: nothing good in my life right now,just my lyssa *hugs tight*------
CASE 1: The Senior (oh how inovative codename):
- Nat has gotten her hands on him. And the whole town knows about my probs,including him. I dunno what to say. There's a bunch of mixed signals here,too. She's a bitch,anyway. I hate her for lying to my face and for doing things behind my back. I can't believe what bitch she turned out to be. And now that he told her they won't be together,she has befriended him to the point where they are together 24/7. "Just friends",course,but she's sure as hell trying. And of course,as soon as I see her with him,I step away. I can't even look at her,let alone say something to her. She ruined everything,or if not totally herself,then she sure as hell helped a lot to bring things down before they even begun.
CASE 2: Forum shit:
- nothing much to say here,people are constantly proving to me I should hate them instead of love them (speaking in general,course). I'm totally right here,they're totally wrong,I'm the voice of reason and all they know is to insult. It pisses me off majorly and causes minor panic attacks. And general anxiety. Let's just say I had really bad experiences with these kind of things and now I freak out. Hope this'll end soon.
CASE 3: School:
-grades are really good,but all the studying is steadily going on my nerves and driving me insane. I need to relax somehow,really. Too much stress,I'm gonna go crazy before I graduate.
CASE 4: Friends:
-the class couple - my bestest friend,already mentioned Ivan,and another "used-to-be-good" friend of mine - are driving me insane as well. I'm seriously thinking about completely stopping hanging out with her coz HE is all she talks about,and thankyouverymuch,but I know MORE about him than she does and I seriously CANNOT listen about how they love eachother 24/7. It's tiring and rude. And he's so wrapped up in her that he barely notices my existence. Way to go,eh? But I'm dealing with it,not much I can do really.
-tommorrow's this party at Leia's but right after school,just our 10 member gang.It's a prob coz I have things to do for school,I have Italian early in the evening and I'm not sure mom'll let me. I'm not sure if I wanna go either but it's my gang so it might be okay..dunno what to do @_@
-------------------general conclusion: nothing good in my life right now,just my lyssa *hugs tight*------