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im attempting to re patch whats left of relationships,
i know i fuct most of them with my excessive habits...
and i realise i have at times been abit retarded,
and i apologise for my incompetence... and only hope that
things will be better in the future, ive completely quit weed,
my smoking is disapearing slowly (nicotine the most vile of vile drugs)
and well all in all i guess im just focusing on the good,
Ive decided that bitch was going to screw me over in the end
and it hurts to think i wasted a large portion of my life
and destroyed alot of friendships for someone who
was only going to screw me over.
i cant believe it happened that way
but i hope she's happy with how things turned out and
i hope she realises i this angst is in vein and well i guess its all said and done now
and all i want is to forget what has been what had to be repaired and only focus on tomorrow.
i must practice..
i cant wait to practice...
i need to write more..
i need to exercise...
i need to eat healthier...
i need to feel content...
i need stability.
Also !
the brassmonkey, firstly id like to thank everyone for not turning up.
many many many many thanks to paulos christos and co' for sitting through
our shamozzle and pauly! i owe you a drink man! we must catch up.
the night was the most enjoyable night ive had in months.
much talent.
and alot of great songs.
next gig will be awesome i need to practice.
why am i working..
id rather be poor!
id love to play the brass monkey all the time.
and Ruslan, you are a huge fucking champ props to you for
all the help, and for being a great mate next time will be better
i promise.
anywho i must do work now.
i know i fuct most of them with my excessive habits...
and i realise i have at times been abit retarded,
and i apologise for my incompetence... and only hope that
things will be better in the future, ive completely quit weed,
my smoking is disapearing slowly (nicotine the most vile of vile drugs)
and well all in all i guess im just focusing on the good,
Ive decided that bitch was going to screw me over in the end
and it hurts to think i wasted a large portion of my life
and destroyed alot of friendships for someone who
was only going to screw me over.
i cant believe it happened that way
but i hope she's happy with how things turned out and
i hope she realises i this angst is in vein and well i guess its all said and done now
and all i want is to forget what has been what had to be repaired and only focus on tomorrow.
i must practice..
i cant wait to practice...
i need to write more..
i need to exercise...
i need to eat healthier...
i need to feel content...
i need stability.
Also !
the brassmonkey, firstly id like to thank everyone for not turning up.
many many many many thanks to paulos christos and co' for sitting through
our shamozzle and pauly! i owe you a drink man! we must catch up.
the night was the most enjoyable night ive had in months.
much talent.
and alot of great songs.
next gig will be awesome i need to practice.
why am i working..
id rather be poor!
id love to play the brass monkey all the time.
and Ruslan, you are a huge fucking champ props to you for
all the help, and for being a great mate next time will be better
i promise.
anywho i must do work now.