fuckface
insufficient explinations for why lifes so fucking un-grande
uncontrollable urges to vomit my feelings into a furnace...
i dont understand why emotions are so lost to me
i feel like an emotional sponge.. unchanged by feelings..
but then why does music make me feel so,
make me feel so,
why take it as it is,things can always be better.
why have yourself raped by instability and uneasyness.
im lost for words and all i can do is type.
or babble.
i think i need a new life.
if anyones sellinga new life ill buy it.
you can have my gibson.
you can take my songs.
in the same breathe.... there is nothing wrong with my life.
its just me.
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on another note ... fuck disease..
if i could have had it instead of her i would.
id give everything i have, have had, will have.
just to see her well.
just to see her have a normal life.
yanno i detest there being a god.
i detest the notion of there being a god.
if there was hed fix all this shit.
bleh... im not gonna start that.
RANT RANT RANT RANT...
i sick of "mates" too...
people need their head read.
maybe i should bite my quick tounge.
im going home to break things...
have a great nite fuckface.
uncontrollable urges to vomit my feelings into a furnace...
i dont understand why emotions are so lost to me
i feel like an emotional sponge.. unchanged by feelings..
but then why does music make me feel so,
make me feel so,
why take it as it is,things can always be better.
why have yourself raped by instability and uneasyness.
im lost for words and all i can do is type.
or babble.
i think i need a new life.
if anyones sellinga new life ill buy it.
you can have my gibson.
you can take my songs.
in the same breathe.... there is nothing wrong with my life.
its just me.
---------------------------------------------
on another note ... fuck disease..
if i could have had it instead of her i would.
id give everything i have, have had, will have.
just to see her well.
just to see her have a normal life.
yanno i detest there being a god.
i detest the notion of there being a god.
if there was hed fix all this shit.
bleh... im not gonna start that.
RANT RANT RANT RANT...
i sick of "mates" too...
people need their head read.
maybe i should bite my quick tounge.
im going home to break things...
have a great nite fuckface.