off the top of myhead

[re_tard]

my first indecision of self contemplation
our lives arrive at a final destination
the lyrical teachings from those whom are fed
more worthless dribble from them whom are dead
our lives are dictated more often than not
by people much bigger who slighty forgot
the whims and pains of fools gone by
their simple purpose is living a lie
and when we scream and when we cry
and when we are blurred by waters light
we get the chance to lay and die.
to be the boy to be the man
to live my life to live on hand
i lived my life i lost my bet
so lose myself in no regret
and in my mind your pictures glued
a faceless face that cannot be fewed

-blah almost remembered it..
must repost the full when i get home..

P.S. i cant wait to get out of work its so killer
here today... the dumb fuck construction guys broke a
fire sprinkler and there is shit everywhere... or water...
bleh...

that is all.