Hiatus;
(this was my ideal debut group, deal with it. I love Amu & Kaoru.)
No it's not abrupt, nor is it unexpected I guess.
JUMP fandom hasn't been really friendly to me for sometimes to me now, since fandom has been going down ever since June (not that there weren't ups during this period). Many should know that I went on into the Jr fandom and fell in love with Kuramoto Kaoru and shipped ShoriKaoru like how I shipped YamaJima (and I'm pretty sure that my bias for them is so much more than YamaJima already). And even that fandom took a dip after Sexy Zone's debut was announced, and it was without Kaoru. Yes I'm a butt-hurt fan.
Many went on to accept Sexy Zone, but my love for Kaoru is so much more than Shori + Sou + Marius + Fuma + Kento all together, so I'm not following them if you want to ask. I was still alright trying to flail a little, until the bomb was dropped. I got tired of fan wars in JUMP fandom.
And I am really hurt when I saw Kaoru backdancing for SZ. This is something new for me, so I might be over-reacting. But it's the first time I stan a Jr so much so bear with me. Real life hasn't been good too and since fandom isn't an escape for me now, I'll go on an hiatus and focus on sweeping up my RL for now.
I'm not leaving JUMP/Jr fandom.
Nor am I abandoning JE. I love this fandom, but I need a break from it if not I might really leave. do understand that I've not really rested from fandom ever since what happened in June, so I'm pretty much still all stressed up with all these happenings.
I'd pop out a little to do all the moderating of comms, so don't worry about me not maintaining the communities. Fics would come whenever I feel like writing.
This is public because ... it's public. I'd be back before you know it, since Lord Penguin Samurai is gonna have a drama. And I'm still lurking around even though I said that I'm on hiatus. /shrugs/ I might even be back in 2 weeks time.
So yes, till a little later. I'm still on twitter & facebook