Day 10 - [Text] - [Locked from Xion]
I hate this. She knows something and yet won't give me anything close to a straight answer. At first I thought I could just try to forget about that weird feeling and that notion that maybe I knew her somehow, but... I'm seeing her in my dreams.
It's so frustrating! It's like a blur of colors and sounds one moment, then it sharpens... it's like any of those times back then!
I know something's not right with my memories -I'm positive of that now. But with how she always just runs from me instead of talking... did I just do something to her back when I was with the Organization? Does she hate me for that and that's why she's always keeping me pushed away?
It's weird. I know who I am and I don't. And I could just let all of this slide if I didn't keep seeing her in these dreams I have! And they're not the kind that the health teacher said most guys get at my age -whatever that means.
Is anyone else out there one of those doctors or something that can make sense of dreams?
It's so frustrating! It's like a blur of colors and sounds one moment, then it sharpens... it's like any of those times back then!
I know something's not right with my memories -I'm positive of that now. But with how she always just runs from me instead of talking... did I just do something to her back when I was with the Organization? Does she hate me for that and that's why she's always keeping me pushed away?
It's weird. I know who I am and I don't. And I could just let all of this slide if I didn't keep seeing her in these dreams I have! And they're not the kind that the health teacher said most guys get at my age -whatever that means.
Is anyone else out there one of those doctors or something that can make sense of dreams?