[Day 3 - Text 001]
Something strange happened at school today. And I'm not talking about Julien ducking out on being the vocals for our band number. Okay, I know this is beside the point, but it was really cool. We went with our back-up plan and did this song called "Ballroom Blitz". It's still so amazing that I can actually play an instrument!
If he hadn't been terminated, I'd want to find Demyx to see who could play better!
Okay, so maybe that's going a little far. But I was good -Challo and Quentin were good, we had the whole lunchroom cheering and everything! It just bothers me though. Thinking that if I listened to that message -figuring that maybe if I gathered up all those shards, I'd just go back. I wonder if I could use it to get a life like this somewhere. I still feel a little bad for this Lucen guy, but at least until I figure out what's going on, I'll do my best to take care of his life for him.
There's something that's really different about us. I never kept much of a journal. I wrote a little when I felt like it back then. But, this guy? I was going through his room the other day and he has these shelves with all these neatly-bound journals. He didn't write every day in them; usually it was once a week unless something interesting happened. But there's just so much here: stories of how he met his friends, things that happened in school, how he felt learning to play this guitar. It's amazing, really.
I don't trust these notebooks like he does though. I don't know who I'm worried will read this, but something tells me I shouldn't be too trusting right off the bat. I've been used before and I don't plan to let that happen again. But writing things down somewhere helps me figure things out a little, so at least I can set this so only I can read it. Because it needs me to put a password in, I figure this should be safe.
So the strange thing today was Anne. I found Lucen's to-do list and it had "try to make up with Anne" listed. So I found her after I played today. Something about her's just so... sad. I just can't figure out why. I don't think she likes me very much; maybe he did something really bad to her or something. But the weird thing is, she looks familiar to me. I can't place the face or the name at all. I tried seeing if she went by any other names, but she said she didn't. I don't know what to do, I figured this would be the easy thing to do on his list, but it's way more complicated than I thought.
And then the really weird thing? It sounded like she was going to call me by a name other than Lucen. Something that started with an R. Maybe I'm just worrying over nothing or maybe the stress of all this is just making me act funny. But I think Anne knows my name.
I don't know what to make of all this. But I think for now, I'm just going to sneak out and check some parts of the town near Lucen's house for either those shadow creatures or jewel shards. At least that should be simple.
[It looks like he forgot to select "only me" from the "show this entry to" menu before he posted and now it's up for all the off-worlders to see.]
If he hadn't been terminated, I'd want to find Demyx to see who could play better!
Okay, so maybe that's going a little far. But I was good -Challo and Quentin were good, we had the whole lunchroom cheering and everything! It just bothers me though. Thinking that if I listened to that message -figuring that maybe if I gathered up all those shards, I'd just go back. I wonder if I could use it to get a life like this somewhere. I still feel a little bad for this Lucen guy, but at least until I figure out what's going on, I'll do my best to take care of his life for him.
There's something that's really different about us. I never kept much of a journal. I wrote a little when I felt like it back then. But, this guy? I was going through his room the other day and he has these shelves with all these neatly-bound journals. He didn't write every day in them; usually it was once a week unless something interesting happened. But there's just so much here: stories of how he met his friends, things that happened in school, how he felt learning to play this guitar. It's amazing, really.
I don't trust these notebooks like he does though. I don't know who I'm worried will read this, but something tells me I shouldn't be too trusting right off the bat. I've been used before and I don't plan to let that happen again. But writing things down somewhere helps me figure things out a little, so at least I can set this so only I can read it. Because it needs me to put a password in, I figure this should be safe.
So the strange thing today was Anne. I found Lucen's to-do list and it had "try to make up with Anne" listed. So I found her after I played today. Something about her's just so... sad. I just can't figure out why. I don't think she likes me very much; maybe he did something really bad to her or something. But the weird thing is, she looks familiar to me. I can't place the face or the name at all. I tried seeing if she went by any other names, but she said she didn't. I don't know what to do, I figured this would be the easy thing to do on his list, but it's way more complicated than I thought.
And then the really weird thing? It sounded like she was going to call me by a name other than Lucen. Something that started with an R. Maybe I'm just worrying over nothing or maybe the stress of all this is just making me act funny. But I think Anne knows my name.
I don't know what to make of all this. But I think for now, I'm just going to sneak out and check some parts of the town near Lucen's house for either those shadow creatures or jewel shards. At least that should be simple.
[It looks like he forgot to select "only me" from the "show this entry to" menu before he posted and now it's up for all the off-worlders to see.]