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decided to check this since it's been a while and couldn't feel satisfied talking about one specific point since there is so much to talk about.
i've been spending lots of time outside of Lowell and decided the other day to try and make an effort to hang out in downtown briefly. it was an absolute waste of time. the intertwined drama, desperation and ruses that i got to observe (all of which i was not involved in) was deplorable.
i like the setting but i'm bored of some of the characters. maybe i just need to hear some good dialogue. there's a lot of good people around that i wish i could run into more, but that would require having to wade through a ton of sketchy people to get there. on top of that, i wonder if i'm considered to be a good person (or a sketchy person)...i lack the insecurity to bother finding out.
i've been spending lots of time outside of Lowell and decided the other day to try and make an effort to hang out in downtown briefly. it was an absolute waste of time. the intertwined drama, desperation and ruses that i got to observe (all of which i was not involved in) was deplorable.
i like the setting but i'm bored of some of the characters. maybe i just need to hear some good dialogue. there's a lot of good people around that i wish i could run into more, but that would require having to wade through a ton of sketchy people to get there. on top of that, i wonder if i'm considered to be a good person (or a sketchy person)...i lack the insecurity to bother finding out.