i've got a date tonight, with a cute blonde haired boy....
and i dont' care that he's my best friends son...she's got a real date and so i've got him.. he's a little ladies man....but i've come to the conclusion that i really need to talk to toby and explain the whole situation to him. the funny thing is is that i know he will understand...just cuz he comes off as one of those guys that just does...it's really weird, i dunno....jess said that if he asks her questions at tommy g's that she would do her best to explain....but i think it would be better coming from me. cuz i really like him, it's just i dunno....it's so confusing to me right now i don't even know where to begin...i think it's cuz i still care about somebody else that i'm not ready to commit to somethign else. plus everything else that going on in my life...and i dont' really know him that well.... i just don't know. except that i need to finish gettin ready for my date...dont' know whether to see Charlie and the Chocolate Factory or Tim Burton's Corpse Bride......that's a tough one....i mean on goin on a date with a 7 yr. old.........god i'm a loser....