WHY WHY WHY WHY......
why am i so bad at this whole relationship thing. is it because i'm so afraid of really gettin hurt or is it that i've been single for so long that i don't know how to act around guys i like....and why is it that most guys i meet seem to only want one thing. why can't i find another nice guy like marcus. guys like him seem to be in short supply or they are overseas....and that sucks ass. i mean adam seems like a really sweet guy and i need to talk to him and find out exactly what all he wants from me.. before i decide to press that attachment button. cuz i just don't know, maybe i'm meant to be single for the rest of my life. have no kids and just live with my dog. i have had one buddy tell me that maybe the guys are afraid i'm gonna turn them down because i'm too pretty...i dont' know where he see's the too pretty thing. i don't know i wish i had more self-confidence to just walk up to a guy i thought was good-lookin look him dead in the eye and tell him. but i dont' cuz i dont' really think i'm all that pretty. anyone who wants to differ with me can argue with me later.
i just dont know.....
i just dont know.....