Dec 13, 2004 13:56
How can I make 10 great new friends and then lose them the next day?
How can a little home remodeling bring me up one minute and down the next?
How can I go from contemplating suicide to one of the happiest moments of my life in just a few hours?
Life can't be this cool with shrinks and antidepressants and stability. Nothing can bring you up all the time it just isn't possible so instead they bring you to that normal numb feeling as much as possible. That's not me. I couldn't live that way.
All class work is finally over. I will have pictures of some of the stuff I did soon on artistic exposure. I didn't really sleep for 2 weeks and I am not sure if it was even worth it but its done now and there is nothing I can do about it.
Again I can't listen to any other music other than In Flames. I love that band. They are becoming my favorite of all time.. yes are they really beating Korn, Metallica, Linkin Park, Orgy, Rob Zombie, Hooverphonic, Marilyn Manson, Sarah Mclachlan, Def Leppard and even Project Pitchfork? Yes I think so.