So just did a very small, very minute friends cut because, as what happens sometimes in the journey of life, as I'm always saying, we sometimes fall out of touch with people. This means too that i no longer may feel comfortable sharing "friends only" posts with people who I no longer really speak too.
Plus, my LJ list is getting rather huge as I have made new friends, half I even know in person now.)
If anyone wants to dispute my decision, of course that's fine and I will get back to you.
Furthermore, if I left someone on my list who no longer wants to be there, feel free to take me right off.
I speak for a couple of people who seem to regard me as "something special" yet they no longer talk to me; they always encourage me, love me and greet me on special occasions, yet, when it comes down to the crunch, never find time to talk to me. Of course, I feel honoured but quite confused.
In other, more ridiculous news,
I took a little stance against Blackbird on the zone, not that I know why, as I don't particuarily care if he wants to go around in his depressed sulky mood, treating everyone like rubbish (except the ones half his age he reckons think he's the bees knees) but, such is life with me.
Actually I just deleted my audio profile as it was up there a tad longer than I intended (on the account of my not logging in last night). So, silly me I guess; can't even link it here as it was done by phone. But basically I just announced to a "party chick" aka
charmarie that I'm sure she'd be greatful as there is now a zone number in canada. Then I continued by addressing Blackbird and reminding him of my username! I then encouraged him to give me a one and explaimed that my previous one had, I felt, been fine, quality wise. .. .. bla bla .. it wasn't nasty, just different.
I then wrote a comment to my audio profile about how that was for him and what I think of his attitude.
yes, that was crazy stuff, quite silly - I'm even thinking more so now than a couple of days ago, but, I for one, hate being treated like a fool for no reason! cos like, I had always been nice to him. I hadn't done a thing to upset him before he'd started getting on his high horse with me. .. no, I don't care, but, let's face it, someone had to stand up to him. and I thought it could be me hey?!
In taking it down though, i forgot to read his, and any other blackbird fans' comments, so will ahve to put another audio profile up there so I can read my reviews! -- Oh dear, the silliness! Oh dear, the pettiness! Oh dear; some would probably say I need a life, but I'm happy to say, I have one mostly! I'm in my first job and, next week will be my third week off since February; go me! Is more than I can say for some people, but shall quit writing about people I no longer care about.
I didn't watch Neighbours and BigBro last night as J took me out for tea for my birthday. She met me after work at station and we went back to my house, than poppies.
we then went back to my house, caught up on some chat, - maybe some of it, much needed, or something, who knows? but hopefully she understands why I feel the way I do about the blindy community - or I should say, why I've been made to feel this way! - "dodgy blindies" as we now would say at work!
I've branched out, and so I continue! as I say, I no longer will be surrounding myself around people who give out negative vibes. It's time I start enjoying life properly.
BigBrother: It doesn't matter if I missed the friday night games, as they will repeat the main info tomorrow on the two hour special.
One of the main new events, is that four people (who didn't get selected by the public as the final two housemates) have been put into a white room, and the last one who remains, get to go in the house. Apparently the lights are always on, and they only get five meals a day; that being porridge. They only have their beds and each other, I guess.
But think BigBro will start offering a prize and it will increase to encourage a first to leave the room.
apart from that, Mister X (aka Billy) has entered the house, and he gets misions to try and stir up poor Hayley and andrew's relationship. funny idea, but really cruel I think.
Now that I've got all the free time in the world, I can try check out the streams.
what a long entry hey?!
til next time, RdFreak