Feb 21, 2005 13:24
wow, so boys are fucking retards.
i know i say that a lot. but, damn.
just fucking tell me you're not interested. just tell me. i do not give a damn. don't lie to me, don't lead me on, because then i'm gonna care. if you're just straight with me, i'll be a lot happier.
i don't know why this bothers me so much. but dammit it does.
thankfully, there wasn't much vested there. thankfully, i didn't let myself start thinking too far ahead.
pam, remember talking about that one guy last night and his weird wavering interest? well, i figured out why.
fucktard. just TELL ME!!
this is why i don't believe in love. because no one can keep a boy's attention long enough for him to actually fall in love.
how long was it, i wonder? was it the mt lemmon night? after that? the next day? godamn. i feel stupid. but i knew it was coming, so i'm not suprised...that lessens it, i think.
fine, whatever, fuck you too.