Fucked up again
I know pain
Pain is my motivation
I've lost more than loved
Loved those who were loyal
Traveled in the pack
left tracks in soil
Irish decendent
the one who wears crowns
Never found a queen
ready to stay down
Lead myself on
pull the reigns with the stud in my mouth
left out
of places I should been about
Turned down the invitations
Went for the card that everyone wanted, left covered in shards
I'm broken
can't you see with your eyes
I'm a character now
who the hell is Ryan White?
I'm called for entertainment
like changing a channel
It's the new home improvement
dress me in flannel
And when it breaks down
the world never even sees
through the thick skin
lies heartache and grief
see they make it out
to be better than life
to be so damn itelligent
that your filled with the spite
I'm ready to ignite
like fires that are set by arsen
It sucks when you wanna rap
but look like carsen
It's worst when your parents
hope you won't succeed
And give everything they earn
to the younger seeds
My heart bleeds
I wonder if there is a place
on the earth, or in the universe
in the entire space
That I can sprought grow and spread
and let go of the lead
to change skin like snakes
allow me to shed
To know that tommorrow
there's something to hate less
cause' love feels like a lie
to like just feels less
To think brings on stress
like caterpiller cocunes
it shut you in, locks you out
and the pain consumes
smelling the fumes
of others temporairy solutions
frustration
can't learn anything in these modern institutions
they lead you on, take money
and start abusing
you're young dumb full of...
wait I went numb
somethings not right here
this is no longer fun
the rhyme is like a mineral
I need to survive
I get it from the cereal
of the lyrical mind
so in my two demension dementia
I bent ya'
It was not my fault
jealosy is like densuiers
attached to the scrotum
of a waisted talent
who smiles like a funny version
of Jimmy Fallan
scallen on a wall
looking to fall
so I can spread my wings
and fly over ya'll
This'll be continued,
but prolly not today
So I sit back and sulk
but never fade away
Pain is my motivation
I've lost more than loved
Loved those who were loyal
Traveled in the pack
left tracks in soil
Irish decendent
the one who wears crowns
Never found a queen
ready to stay down
Lead myself on
pull the reigns with the stud in my mouth
left out
of places I should been about
Turned down the invitations
Went for the card that everyone wanted, left covered in shards
I'm broken
can't you see with your eyes
I'm a character now
who the hell is Ryan White?
I'm called for entertainment
like changing a channel
It's the new home improvement
dress me in flannel
And when it breaks down
the world never even sees
through the thick skin
lies heartache and grief
see they make it out
to be better than life
to be so damn itelligent
that your filled with the spite
I'm ready to ignite
like fires that are set by arsen
It sucks when you wanna rap
but look like carsen
It's worst when your parents
hope you won't succeed
And give everything they earn
to the younger seeds
My heart bleeds
I wonder if there is a place
on the earth, or in the universe
in the entire space
That I can sprought grow and spread
and let go of the lead
to change skin like snakes
allow me to shed
To know that tommorrow
there's something to hate less
cause' love feels like a lie
to like just feels less
To think brings on stress
like caterpiller cocunes
it shut you in, locks you out
and the pain consumes
smelling the fumes
of others temporairy solutions
frustration
can't learn anything in these modern institutions
they lead you on, take money
and start abusing
you're young dumb full of...
wait I went numb
somethings not right here
this is no longer fun
the rhyme is like a mineral
I need to survive
I get it from the cereal
of the lyrical mind
so in my two demension dementia
I bent ya'
It was not my fault
jealosy is like densuiers
attached to the scrotum
of a waisted talent
who smiles like a funny version
of Jimmy Fallan
scallen on a wall
looking to fall
so I can spread my wings
and fly over ya'll
This'll be continued,
but prolly not today
So I sit back and sulk
but never fade away