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one thing i have found out lately is...nothing will ever be good enough. No matter wut i do its not gonna work :-/. Its like trying to putting a dollar into a broken vending machine...u put something into it but u dont get anything back.All it does is take from u and u keep trying but its not gonna work . thats kinda the stroy of my life :-/. Its never a good feeling when u know ur always gonna get put down even if u try ur hardest. so as i said ..nothing i do will ever be good enough...i can change myself into everything everyone wants me to be but in the end its not gonna help...its like a revolving nightmare and i cant wake up...on the outside i seem happy..but on the inside its like im dieing. Its like need something to survive..but that something isnt there ..and funny part about it is.............no one cares :-(