wow.

[rclswim]

wow, i almost forgot about this silly livejournal.

basically i am not the same person as i used to be...

physically i feel great... emotionally i am a mess.

i gave up my perfect relationship because i felt like i needed time to figure out life on my own...

i often wish that i could just go back to being dependent on everyone else...

For the most part i am happy as ever, i love the freedom. I feel good about my self...

but sometimes i miss him, and the support.

i hope this is all happening for a reason.

its not something i really want to explain on this thing.

but thats just my basic life as of now.