weird mood swingness
yah today was ok. but for some reason im really depressed right now.
and i dont feel like actually putting up hte effort to talk to someone.
so i'll just post this entry in a journal that noone reads anyway
so noone will ever know this
but i dont care.
well i stopped cutting for like the 15th time. oh yah. that'll last.
anyways... i kinda need outta here... i dont really go alot of places anymore cuz my parents kinda went hard ass on me. idk. everyone comes to my house and im kinda sick of these walls....
i need some new scenery...
i kinda like school however scary that is. people are there. the more people that are around me the less likely i am to do something destructive. (or am i more likely? o well)
but yah. im supposed to get hooked up with some E this weekend. but idk if im gonna do it or sell it.
who am i kidding? helooooooo brain damage!! lol
gabbys getting ungrounded on wensday and i guess we'rew supposed to get shitfaced too. so i have that to look forward to right?? it'll be sweet. me and her havent hung out in awile. i need a group get together.....
but...enough boring myself...
goodbye?
and i dont feel like actually putting up hte effort to talk to someone.
so i'll just post this entry in a journal that noone reads anyway
so noone will ever know this
but i dont care.
well i stopped cutting for like the 15th time. oh yah. that'll last.
anyways... i kinda need outta here... i dont really go alot of places anymore cuz my parents kinda went hard ass on me. idk. everyone comes to my house and im kinda sick of these walls....
i need some new scenery...
i kinda like school however scary that is. people are there. the more people that are around me the less likely i am to do something destructive. (or am i more likely? o well)
but yah. im supposed to get hooked up with some E this weekend. but idk if im gonna do it or sell it.
who am i kidding? helooooooo brain damage!! lol
gabbys getting ungrounded on wensday and i guess we'rew supposed to get shitfaced too. so i have that to look forward to right?? it'll be sweet. me and her havent hung out in awile. i need a group get together.....
but...enough boring myself...
goodbye?