Impending Doom
Has anyone ever seen something bad about to happen and then realized that there was nothing they could do about it. It really sucks because you see it and then even though you could try to change the way things would happen it doesn't matter so you just have to say, "ah, forget it." I know that some people see things they could change, but don't want to put in the effort so they don't but this is different because it doesn't matter. So that is how I feel right now about these two papers that are due tommorrow. I started them last week, but with of my study abroad stuff and all the associates trying to do my view, I just didn't have time to really put some decent time into them. Well, then this week, I discovered that I had almost six hours worth of meetings for study abroad and that I would have to spend at least another six hours doing fraternity stuff. That's a lot of time and I needed as much as I could get to do these essays. So I see myself in a tight spot right now and I am thinking that I can't do anything about it, so I am posting on livejournal, because I have decided that it just doesn't matter anymore. I barely started one of them and my rough draft still isn't done for the other. I decided after spring break to stop losing sleep all the time, which is awesome, but gives me little time to do my homework, which is a mixed blessing since I make it to all of my appointments now. My room is clean and I need to settle a debt with CMU. Yippee. I love the end of the semester. Thing is I don't feel all that depressed or down right now, because I know I couldn't do anything about all this and so its okay. Besides I can always do a re-write for one of the papers and the other, I have a sweet outline laid out for, so if I get the one written, really well, I can fix the other later, I just have to jump on it. Another problem though, I lost one of the books I need, I am hoping that the library has it. This is me crossing my fingers.