What's really important
I posted the other day about an issue that I am currently dealing with. Now I know that it sounded that I was doing what I doing possibly because I was angry. I was really afraid of that myself and I don't think I would be doing what I am doing now if that was true. I don't think anyone that joins a fraternity would ever imagine or hope that things would ever reach a point where you have to bring one of your 'brothers' up on charges among the group. It may have appeared like I was going to enjoy doing that if you read my post the other day, but yesterday I was writing up the formal letter of charges and I realized that this was the last thing I wanted to do at that point. I don't want to do it, but it is something I feel obligated to do as my duty to the chapter as a brother and as the House Manager. This sucks.