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lethargic much?
I don't know. Life is fun and awesome and great right now.
Sometimes I wonder what lies ahead. Who doesn't though?
I sometimes wish that God would give me a sneak peek of my future.
Then I fear of ruining the surprise.
Like one year before Christmas, I peeked into my parents room and saw a baseball bat.
Well I was esctatic because I thought it was for me. The next morning I was still jazzed until after opening all my gifts that I realized that bat wasn't for me. I ruined a surprise that wasn't even mine.
The future scares me slightly.
What if I somehow don't fufill God's will in my life?
What if by my praying for some guy to notice me... I don't notice the guy God has noticing me?
I realize 'what ifs' are lame but sometimes you just have to wonder...