just kill me plz stop this shit just end it
im beging for my death atm i want it to come i would smile if someone killed me right now. i was at movies so much shit. some girl she said she saw ian im like no way he would call me trusting him...
i been going insane like wanting to cry from not seeing him
thinking about how it may not work
how he cant feel the same way i do
how it may not be worth it
how my life is not worth living
then at the end of night
i see him right there
ryan-"BAKA WTF WHY DINT U CALL ME!"
ian-"my moms right there"
i stand still and see her
she looked like michis mom
which opened up that part of me
ian said nothing to me
dint even care i was in tears
and fucking he did nothing i started to walk away..
this girl hugs him "IAN YOUR HERE RYAN LOOK HES HERE" ian walks away..........
i broke then i started to cry and ppl started to run after me i yelled at them to fuck off and dont talk to me them saying whats worng what happen who i got to kill im just like leave me alone and i ran away not leting them follow
i get in my car and yell hit shit and smoke while crying
so he does care more about his mom what other ppl think
he does not feel the same way i do i dont even think he cares
im so sick of it all i just want my death right now
ya sound emo i dont care
someone come over
put a gun to my head
and kill me ill give u w/e i have i dont need shit i just dont need this pain
i dont dump anyone i never have never will
i gusse ill just suffer or die soon
i been going insane like wanting to cry from not seeing him
thinking about how it may not work
how he cant feel the same way i do
how it may not be worth it
how my life is not worth living
then at the end of night
i see him right there
ryan-"BAKA WTF WHY DINT U CALL ME!"
ian-"my moms right there"
i stand still and see her
she looked like michis mom
which opened up that part of me
ian said nothing to me
dint even care i was in tears
and fucking he did nothing i started to walk away..
this girl hugs him "IAN YOUR HERE RYAN LOOK HES HERE" ian walks away..........
i broke then i started to cry and ppl started to run after me i yelled at them to fuck off and dont talk to me them saying whats worng what happen who i got to kill im just like leave me alone and i ran away not leting them follow
i get in my car and yell hit shit and smoke while crying
so he does care more about his mom what other ppl think
he does not feel the same way i do i dont even think he cares
im so sick of it all i just want my death right now
ya sound emo i dont care
someone come over
put a gun to my head
and kill me ill give u w/e i have i dont need shit i just dont need this pain
i dont dump anyone i never have never will
i gusse ill just suffer or die soon