ryo and me what it was
ryo i hope u never see me agine u better hope never to see my eyes agine. i hope u wish and try to never see me agine or ur heart is going to feel my nails go though it. ill make sure u feel the same pain i did that nite and the nite i cared for u. why i am i saying this becouse i found out what u SAID TO OTHER PPL they knew u where going to leave me but they said who gives. read this
"Camui69: hey hun
Camui69: Happy 4th of July!!!!!
suelaen1759: AWWW'
suelaen1759: SHOOOT ME
suelaen1759: SHOOT ME
suelaen1759: DUE SOMETHING
suelaen1759: IM GOING CRAZY
suelaen1759: ITS PARTY CITY OUT SIDE MY WINDOW AND I CANT GO OUT!
suelaen1759: AWAWAWAWA/;ALJD'OSJPDO;WJS;FCISHDAF; HDSA;FHDS;AOJFHJ
Camui69: *hugs
Camui69: calm down
Camui69: you won't die if you miss one party
Camui69: *kisses*
suelaen1759: itsa not one party
suelaen1759: ITS A PARTY EVERY HOUSE
suelaen1759: FOR 40 MILES
Camui69: well you won't die if you miss a nigth of partying
Camui69: XDD
suelaen1759: im going to cry ><
Camui69: *kisses softly* please don't cry *pouts*
suelaen1759: fuck it im geting drunk in a min
suelaen1759: ill talk to u later or something
Camui69: caerful
Camui69: aww
Camui69: *pouts*
Camui69: ;_;
Camui69: aww and I wanted to talk to you....>.>
suelaen1759: srry ; ;
Camui69: I would have thought u'd like talking to me more than getting drunk ne
suelaen1759: v_v
suelaen1759: but im so upset over it all
suelaen1759: all my friends
suelaen1759: 400 of them
suelaen1759: OUT OF MY WINDOW
suelaen1759: I CAN SEE AND HEAR THEM
Camui69: I know it won't make you feel any better, but I'm here lol
Camui69: its cuz it started raining up here
Camui69: we're not even done with the fireworks or anything
Camui69: I feel more relaxed today cuz I think I'm close to making up my mind about us, though I'm not 100% sure yet
suelaen1759: ? what aboutit?
Camui69: either way I'm gonna wait until you figure out what you want and finally decide to tell me
suelaen1759: friends only
suelaen1759: and u know i do stuff with all my friends so ya
Camui69: that's ot what I meant
Camui69: *not
suelaen1759: o btw
Camui69: but I'll tell you my decision tomorrow if your on
suelaen1759: did u know ryo was going to dump me?
Camui69: OO why do u ask that?
suelaen1759: becouse this is going to change for me and urs friend ship
suelaen1759: did u know
suelaen1759: or not?
suelaen1759: dont u dare lie to
suelaen1759: well?
Camui69: I'm sorry...it wasn't my place to say anything...I talked to him and I tried to get him to change his mind and I thought he might...I know why he left you and I'm sorry...I felt aweful for what seems like forever cuz I couldn't tell you, but I was hoping things would change...I'm sorry, please forgive me *cries*
suelaen1759: why he says he was going to dump me?
Camui69: I don't really think that something I'd want you to hear, but I'll tell you cuz you do deserve to know and I atleast owe you that much
suelaen1759: tell me right now
Camui69: he said he didn't have feelings for you and that he's never had feelings for anyone
suelaen1759: what he said
suelaen1759: or dont talk to me any time soon
Camui69: he said he only wanted to be friends even though he just wanted to have fun during megacon
Camui69: he kinda made it seem like you were the one that was kinda clinging
Camui69: personally I didn't knnow what to believe so I didn't really comment much about it since I wasn't there and I don't know the facts
suelaen1759: ok
suelaen1759: that will do
Camui69: I talked to him cuz I thought that maybe he just hadn't realized he cared for you and I told him to give it sometime but he appaerntly didn't take my advice"
ya it was all a lie ty i hope i get to rip out ur heart like i tryed to due to my self all for u.
it all does not matter now i still have to follow my rule
"Camui69: hey hun
Camui69: Happy 4th of July!!!!!
suelaen1759: AWWW'
suelaen1759: SHOOOT ME
suelaen1759: SHOOT ME
suelaen1759: DUE SOMETHING
suelaen1759: IM GOING CRAZY
suelaen1759: ITS PARTY CITY OUT SIDE MY WINDOW AND I CANT GO OUT!
suelaen1759: AWAWAWAWA/;ALJD'OSJPDO;WJS;FCISHDAF; HDSA;FHDS;AOJFHJ
Camui69: *hugs
Camui69: calm down
Camui69: you won't die if you miss one party
Camui69: *kisses*
suelaen1759: itsa not one party
suelaen1759: ITS A PARTY EVERY HOUSE
suelaen1759: FOR 40 MILES
Camui69: well you won't die if you miss a nigth of partying
Camui69: XDD
suelaen1759: im going to cry ><
Camui69: *kisses softly* please don't cry *pouts*
suelaen1759: fuck it im geting drunk in a min
suelaen1759: ill talk to u later or something
Camui69: caerful
Camui69: aww
Camui69: *pouts*
Camui69: ;_;
Camui69: aww and I wanted to talk to you....>.>
suelaen1759: srry ; ;
Camui69: I would have thought u'd like talking to me more than getting drunk ne
suelaen1759: v_v
suelaen1759: but im so upset over it all
suelaen1759: all my friends
suelaen1759: 400 of them
suelaen1759: OUT OF MY WINDOW
suelaen1759: I CAN SEE AND HEAR THEM
Camui69: I know it won't make you feel any better, but I'm here lol
Camui69: its cuz it started raining up here
Camui69: we're not even done with the fireworks or anything
Camui69: I feel more relaxed today cuz I think I'm close to making up my mind about us, though I'm not 100% sure yet
suelaen1759: ? what aboutit?
Camui69: either way I'm gonna wait until you figure out what you want and finally decide to tell me
suelaen1759: friends only
suelaen1759: and u know i do stuff with all my friends so ya
Camui69: that's ot what I meant
Camui69: *not
suelaen1759: o btw
Camui69: but I'll tell you my decision tomorrow if your on
suelaen1759: did u know ryo was going to dump me?
Camui69: OO why do u ask that?
suelaen1759: becouse this is going to change for me and urs friend ship
suelaen1759: did u know
suelaen1759: or not?
suelaen1759: dont u dare lie to
suelaen1759: well?
Camui69: I'm sorry...it wasn't my place to say anything...I talked to him and I tried to get him to change his mind and I thought he might...I know why he left you and I'm sorry...I felt aweful for what seems like forever cuz I couldn't tell you, but I was hoping things would change...I'm sorry, please forgive me *cries*
suelaen1759: why he says he was going to dump me?
Camui69: I don't really think that something I'd want you to hear, but I'll tell you cuz you do deserve to know and I atleast owe you that much
suelaen1759: tell me right now
Camui69: he said he didn't have feelings for you and that he's never had feelings for anyone
suelaen1759: what he said
suelaen1759: or dont talk to me any time soon
Camui69: he said he only wanted to be friends even though he just wanted to have fun during megacon
Camui69: he kinda made it seem like you were the one that was kinda clinging
Camui69: personally I didn't knnow what to believe so I didn't really comment much about it since I wasn't there and I don't know the facts
suelaen1759: ok
suelaen1759: that will do
Camui69: I talked to him cuz I thought that maybe he just hadn't realized he cared for you and I told him to give it sometime but he appaerntly didn't take my advice"
ya it was all a lie ty i hope i get to rip out ur heart like i tryed to due to my self all for u.
it all does not matter now i still have to follow my rule