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Can't stay on long tonight. Never saw John while I was on but that doesn't say much. Kinda hoped to hear from him, but didn't. I don't blame him if he chose not to respond yet, but there's a great likelyhood that he just hasn't gotten it yet. Either way thinking back on it just makes me worry more. I want to be ok. I love him. I don't want to fight. But things are so much harder when we can only communicate via the internet. As I've said before, this would all be made so much better if communicating was easier. I just want us to be happy again and like it said in that song, I just want us to laugh again. I really love the lyrics of that song. Oh well, I'll be on tommorrow morning, hopefully I'll find something then. And if not, well then that's life and I'm not gonna stress cuz things tend to be so unpredictable with when he get's on. Oh well... Others need the computer. So good night to you all. I love you and miss you to one and also just be safe.