checking in
oh i've been oh so busy...
1. worked last week in the theatre - the Ford Center, the Broadway theatre my company owns. made good overtime, lost good sleep.
2. I am assisting the CEO of my company in addition to the pres & SVP that i assist every day. busy busy busy.
3. I moved back to huntington, LI. - this happened for a bunch of reasons, the biggest one being that i couldn't afford the city, i was begging my parents for money every month and i hate that. so i moved back to where i could afford living. and my roomate was crazy, i mean we're talking nuts. and she liked my butt - as in touching it.
So here we are.
lots of random guys in my life. but i have realized that since Josh, i don't know if i want a relationship. i'm sick and tired of getting my heart broken. I'm sick of crying and being sad and feeling crazy.. blah blah. and i'm fine on my own.
i hope i can leave J behind, i feel bad - i keep reaching out to him, and i don't know why. He's made it perfectly clear that he wants nothing to do with me. oh well, time will tell - but time sure isn't healing this wound. weird - i'm acting like i'm 18 again, and i lost my first love, and J was NOT my first love.
and i'm still looking for another job. I have a few interviews coming up.
Change is the name of the game.
1. worked last week in the theatre - the Ford Center, the Broadway theatre my company owns. made good overtime, lost good sleep.
2. I am assisting the CEO of my company in addition to the pres & SVP that i assist every day. busy busy busy.
3. I moved back to huntington, LI. - this happened for a bunch of reasons, the biggest one being that i couldn't afford the city, i was begging my parents for money every month and i hate that. so i moved back to where i could afford living. and my roomate was crazy, i mean we're talking nuts. and she liked my butt - as in touching it.
So here we are.
lots of random guys in my life. but i have realized that since Josh, i don't know if i want a relationship. i'm sick and tired of getting my heart broken. I'm sick of crying and being sad and feeling crazy.. blah blah. and i'm fine on my own.
i hope i can leave J behind, i feel bad - i keep reaching out to him, and i don't know why. He's made it perfectly clear that he wants nothing to do with me. oh well, time will tell - but time sure isn't healing this wound. weird - i'm acting like i'm 18 again, and i lost my first love, and J was NOT my first love.
and i'm still looking for another job. I have a few interviews coming up.
Change is the name of the game.