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I hate it here. wait, let me rephrase that - I LOVE the work. If people would just leave me alone and let me do my work, it would be all good. But i HATE the people. i hate them almost as much as V... i know, i never hated anyone. I guess that happens as you get older. you hate and you miss people. i know getting older sucks, but MAN.
i have a constant feeling of naseua. I walk in a room and everyone stops talking. I have one friend here and he's my boyfriend, and i care about him tons, but it's too much for one person. I miss friends.
Since i've been here, my aunt got cancer, my grandfather died, i was told i could have cancer then had 5 moles removed from my body. I got upset at work once, now these fuckers are laughing about it. I saw my old boss yesterday and realised how much everything had changed, they although i thought i was unhappy there, it was NOTHING compared to the unhappy here.
i feel my body tensing all the time, i'm gaining weight like it's no tomorrow. i can't even enjoy the nice days. I would say help - but what's the point? where ever you go, there you are.
i have a constant feeling of naseua. I walk in a room and everyone stops talking. I have one friend here and he's my boyfriend, and i care about him tons, but it's too much for one person. I miss friends.
Since i've been here, my aunt got cancer, my grandfather died, i was told i could have cancer then had 5 moles removed from my body. I got upset at work once, now these fuckers are laughing about it. I saw my old boss yesterday and realised how much everything had changed, they although i thought i was unhappy there, it was NOTHING compared to the unhappy here.
i feel my body tensing all the time, i'm gaining weight like it's no tomorrow. i can't even enjoy the nice days. I would say help - but what's the point? where ever you go, there you are.