....It doesn't matter anymore....
I've come to grips with a truth that's been apparent but I didn't want to admit it.
I'm alone...and that's how I'm always going to feel. Who the fuck knows why, but I could be in a room full of people, and everyone will have someone to talk to but me.
Why do I feel the constant need for attention? But when I get the attention, or for that matter, have the opportunity for attention, I don't take it?
I'm starting to wonder what everyones life would be like without me here....
Please don't let me start to revert back to my early teens...Because I can't handle that right now.
I'm alone...and that's how I'm always going to feel. Who the fuck knows why, but I could be in a room full of people, and everyone will have someone to talk to but me.
Why do I feel the constant need for attention? But when I get the attention, or for that matter, have the opportunity for attention, I don't take it?
I'm starting to wonder what everyones life would be like without me here....
Please don't let me start to revert back to my early teens...Because I can't handle that right now.