Survey taken from canned-Ice...or as she likes to be called, apparently, 'wildfire'?
1. My ex is...a girl named Ashley who was kind enough to be around at the beginning of my Junior year. I didn't give her a chance because I wasn't aware of how much she'd cared for me and I hadn't truly felt the spark I'd imagined in the beginning.
2. I am listening to..... The sounds of silence... I just woke up from a restful sleep, and nothing is playing but the muted sound of my blood rushing through my veins.
3. Maybe I should......get back to sleep, I have a long day ahead of me. But I love looking at livejournal and I noticed that a great person I know had just poted a survey!
4. I love.....sleeping with others, great new music, road trips, dinners out with friends, trips with purpose, and those moments after you receive a good mark on an assignment.
5. My best friend[s].... are my immediate family, Andrew Miskowiec, Ben Adducchio, Krystel McCauley--and each of those people are very important to me.
6. I don't understand.....The way love works, and whether I've truly experienced love/women, and why they can be such fickle beings, but why that unknowing makes me like them (her) even more...
7. I lose.... very little in the way of tangible possessions, but I often feel like I lose little pieces of my heart/soul when I've built up my caring for someone and I'm rejected.
8. People say.... So many things about me that I'm unsure what to take to heart and what to pass as subjective opinion... That I'm an intense personality, that I hold a great amount of depth in conversations, that I have a great capacity to feel...--those are just three that I do appreciate hearing.
9. The meaning of my screen name is..... pretty easy to discern: first initial of first name, last name, and the mathematical computation of 3 plus 5 equals 8. I always had this odd affinity to mathematics, though I've always hated getting graded on the subject of mathematics.
10. Love is.....apparently something I HAVE experienced, as I'm currently battling a 'broken heart'--my brother and I talked about my situation, my parents have also... and it just feels good knowing that I do care for someone, despite the sad fact that I'll only ever know her as friends know one another--briefly, and in passing.
11. Somewhere, someone is.....(hopefully) walking on a sandy beach with the girl or guy they care for and trying to avoid awkward conversation... but settling for silence at the end of the walk, just to kiss her/him before they leave the beach and feeling better about the entire 'moment' experienced.
12. I will always.....analyze things cerebrally, despite my emotional connection with life/listen to music when I am feeling/enjoy dinner outings with friends/feel strongly that my friends--those actual close ones--are there for me, even if I sometimes feel that I am the proactive individual in my friendships.
13. Forever seems.....intimidatingly infinite.
14. I never want to....."let myself go," lose my self respect due to decisions made that would be seen as less than stellar.
15. My mobile phone is.....on vibrate for you. (haha, song-title by Rufus Wainwright)... rarely ringing because of people reaching me.
16. When I wake up in the morning.....I check the six sites that I frequent most on the Web, and I take a shower. All after turning off my alarm--which is my computer's iTunes.
17. I get annoyed when..... I react to situations in a judging manner, I find myself jealous or bitter for reasons that I cannot comprehend, people don't say what they mean, yet continue to talk despite having nothing to say; when people worry about their station in life, yet are unprepared to make any adjustments to change what they feel is undesirable; and most of all, when people say ignorant things, or don't allow for open discussions with new information to occur because they feel more comfortable being sheltered than being informed.
18. Parties are.....nice work if you can get it. No, seriously, I think they are nice if you're in the mood for interactions with people you haven't met before, or if you want a distraction from things going on. I think parties are more comfortable when they're smaller in size, and deeper in significant conversation.
19. My fish are..... nonexistant. I've never had any fish. I read in 'As I Lay Dying' once that "My Mother is a Fish", and that significant symbolism makes me chuckle any time I hear the word fish in a statement. I guess I could say that my birds (which I did have) were two of my favorite pets for the sheer purpose that they were truly "mine"--plus, Spot was the best parakeet that I could have asked for.
20. Kisses are the worst when.....you're the recipient of kisses given in a different sort of context than you'd hoped.
21. Today I.... will be going clothes and grocery shopping with my Mom; and I will also be taking mom out to lunch.
22. Tonight I will....watch one or two of the movies that I rented from Movie Gallery, despite hoping that I'll hear from someone important to me.
23. Tomorrow I will.... get some rest and spend quality time with one of two people for whom I've opened up my tuesday schedule.
24. I really want.... things to work out sooner rather than later, but I know that I am gaining a great deal of emotional understanding by having this not-so-positive experience regarding relationships.
(25) I'm very grateful... that some people can put together surveys that pose questions that I feel are compelling enough for me to respond. And I'm even more grateful when people take the time to read and interpret what I've written, or to interpret what they choose to write.
2. I am listening to..... The sounds of silence... I just woke up from a restful sleep, and nothing is playing but the muted sound of my blood rushing through my veins.
3. Maybe I should......get back to sleep, I have a long day ahead of me. But I love looking at livejournal and I noticed that a great person I know had just poted a survey!
4. I love.....sleeping with others, great new music, road trips, dinners out with friends, trips with purpose, and those moments after you receive a good mark on an assignment.
5. My best friend[s].... are my immediate family, Andrew Miskowiec, Ben Adducchio, Krystel McCauley--and each of those people are very important to me.
6. I don't understand.....The way love works, and whether I've truly experienced love/women, and why they can be such fickle beings, but why that unknowing makes me like them (her) even more...
7. I lose.... very little in the way of tangible possessions, but I often feel like I lose little pieces of my heart/soul when I've built up my caring for someone and I'm rejected.
8. People say.... So many things about me that I'm unsure what to take to heart and what to pass as subjective opinion... That I'm an intense personality, that I hold a great amount of depth in conversations, that I have a great capacity to feel...--those are just three that I do appreciate hearing.
9. The meaning of my screen name is..... pretty easy to discern: first initial of first name, last name, and the mathematical computation of 3 plus 5 equals 8. I always had this odd affinity to mathematics, though I've always hated getting graded on the subject of mathematics.
10. Love is.....apparently something I HAVE experienced, as I'm currently battling a 'broken heart'--my brother and I talked about my situation, my parents have also... and it just feels good knowing that I do care for someone, despite the sad fact that I'll only ever know her as friends know one another--briefly, and in passing.
11. Somewhere, someone is.....(hopefully) walking on a sandy beach with the girl or guy they care for and trying to avoid awkward conversation... but settling for silence at the end of the walk, just to kiss her/him before they leave the beach and feeling better about the entire 'moment' experienced.
12. I will always.....analyze things cerebrally, despite my emotional connection with life/listen to music when I am feeling/enjoy dinner outings with friends/feel strongly that my friends--those actual close ones--are there for me, even if I sometimes feel that I am the proactive individual in my friendships.
13. Forever seems.....intimidatingly infinite.
14. I never want to....."let myself go," lose my self respect due to decisions made that would be seen as less than stellar.
15. My mobile phone is.....on vibrate for you. (haha, song-title by Rufus Wainwright)... rarely ringing because of people reaching me.
16. When I wake up in the morning.....I check the six sites that I frequent most on the Web, and I take a shower. All after turning off my alarm--which is my computer's iTunes.
17. I get annoyed when..... I react to situations in a judging manner, I find myself jealous or bitter for reasons that I cannot comprehend, people don't say what they mean, yet continue to talk despite having nothing to say; when people worry about their station in life, yet are unprepared to make any adjustments to change what they feel is undesirable; and most of all, when people say ignorant things, or don't allow for open discussions with new information to occur because they feel more comfortable being sheltered than being informed.
18. Parties are.....nice work if you can get it. No, seriously, I think they are nice if you're in the mood for interactions with people you haven't met before, or if you want a distraction from things going on. I think parties are more comfortable when they're smaller in size, and deeper in significant conversation.
19. My fish are..... nonexistant. I've never had any fish. I read in 'As I Lay Dying' once that "My Mother is a Fish", and that significant symbolism makes me chuckle any time I hear the word fish in a statement. I guess I could say that my birds (which I did have) were two of my favorite pets for the sheer purpose that they were truly "mine"--plus, Spot was the best parakeet that I could have asked for.
20. Kisses are the worst when.....you're the recipient of kisses given in a different sort of context than you'd hoped.
21. Today I.... will be going clothes and grocery shopping with my Mom; and I will also be taking mom out to lunch.
22. Tonight I will....watch one or two of the movies that I rented from Movie Gallery, despite hoping that I'll hear from someone important to me.
23. Tomorrow I will.... get some rest and spend quality time with one of two people for whom I've opened up my tuesday schedule.
24. I really want.... things to work out sooner rather than later, but I know that I am gaining a great deal of emotional understanding by having this not-so-positive experience regarding relationships.
(25) I'm very grateful... that some people can put together surveys that pose questions that I feel are compelling enough for me to respond. And I'm even more grateful when people take the time to read and interpret what I've written, or to interpret what they choose to write.