Nov 10, 2006 00:32
1. I've come to realize that I'm one of the coolest people at shepherd, but I'm just a friend. Which I'm getting to be fine with, because I have good taste in women and they are usually amazing friends!
2. I'm listening to "Absolutely Zero" by Jason Mraz
3. I talk far too often about things more in depth than necessary, and should lighten up; however, I have no use for small talk.
4. I love my family.
5. My best friends are as close to me as family. I cherish those friendships above all others.
6. My first real kiss lasted about 15 seconds and then I pulled back and was like, "hmm, let's do that some more!"
7. I lost my virginity and was astounded by how awkward sex makes relationships if you don't share an intensely close connection with your partner. Which is why I really don't do the physical thing until I've been with the person for a great deal of time.
8. I hate it when people disrespect my friends in front of me. I also hate when people say really stupid, ignorant statements.
9. Love is something I've yet to truly experience. It seems to be a really difficult thing to work through, but I've heard it sure is some kind of beautiful experience.
10. Marriage is extremely important to me and I feel it's something two people should be very committed to when they make a decision to join themselves together that way.
11. Somewhere, someone is thinking that c.r.e.a.m. means Cash Rules Everything Around Me.
12. I'll always enjoy music and eating out with friends.
13. I have a secret crush on no one, because the girl I have a crush on took a guess and was correct. I still have that crush, disappointingly enough! I rarely let my feelings go easily, because I usually don't allow myself to care for people who don't mean something to me.
14. The last time I cried was because I was listening to some really depressing Ben Folds/Beck/Fiona Apple songs back to back to back, and then "A long December" came on by the Counting Crows and I just got really disheartened.
15. My cell phone is having its battery charged and my connection to a good number of people with whom i wouldn't communicate otherwise.
16. When I wake up in the morning, I turn off my alarm--i.e., turn down my music, and I take a shower to fully wake up. Then I check my e-mail/facebook/myspace and get on the pan tran to start my day. I have my habits, and my morning 'routine' is one collection of those.
17. Before I go to sleep at night, I brush my teeth, say goodnight to whoever I've been sharing conversation with and rustle in my bed for a few moments until I feel comfortable in my bed.
18. Right now I am thinking about how close I am to graduation, why I'm such a 'cool person, but', and how awesome it is that my friend Rachel DIDN'T die in a kayaking accident during her kayaking class earlier today.
19. Babies are intimidating because of their fragility, but I find them to be wonderfully receptive people.
20. I get on myspace habitually when I check my e-mail/facebook/and espn.com.
21. Today I plan on seeing Babel in theaters after going to Hagerstown and looking at things in Borders
22. Tonight I will get a restful sleep and contemplate how I'm going to complete my English essay that is due on Monday night.
23. Tomorrow I will discuss my computer animation project with Geoff to make sure we're on the same page regarding what we both need to do for our assignments.
24. I really want to find the courage to be able to walk up to her and confide in her that I care for and respect her enough that I would be there for her no matter what and that I won't be a fair weather friend, unlike so many other people, and that I'm not an asshole who just wants a 'piece of ass', and that my respect for her stretches far beyond what she might see.
25. I really want to show her that I could be a wonderful boyfriend, and that it's not all about keeping the friendly connections we share, but expanding that currently friendship into something more meaningful.
survey,
mekare enra