house wife singing to the house flies.
i -tURN POISON INTO MEDICINE i might want to tatto that on myself. extending a claw to the school children in uniform presenting a perfectly 5 hole punctured apple. (i have two left feet) today i visited my nana and gramp, how i love them. i looked at pictures of myself living with them in maine as a child. i remembered how important i felt when they made me a grilled cheeze and cut it into 4 squares on a sesame street plate. i always ate on the back porch looking out at the marsh. yeah that was awesome, i probably knew myself best as a child. i get painful crushes sometimes. i get kind of a fixation it is physical this time it is with the noise of someone else. i hear this noise and i feel beauty i feel alive and i feel so good and its never enough.then i discovered youtube .........im a goner