Eh...

Nov 13, 2008 17:57

So I made the discovery yesterday that I am probably not going to pass this semester of nursing school... my feelings on this? No comment. I just can't help but wonder if I am driving myself away from nursing or if I really just don't enjoy it???? Not that I think anyone else would know I just don't have anyone to talk to about it because no one understands. Nursing school is a very indescribable thing. No matter how much explaining I do... they never fully understand. Ashlei feels the same way... so we do have each other, but he life is 10,000,000 times worse than mine right now so I can't face her with my childish worries. I mean I could, but I won't. I just wish that I could see things more clearly, and maybe after this semester, pass or fail, I will be able to look at the bigger picture and see where I'm supposed to be. Want to be. Need to be. Until them I'm being optimistic for once. I am finally reassured, that whatever the outcome, I will be fine. Well if you read this, I'm sorry... for making you listen to my stupidness. Gold star for you!

me <3
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