Ryan, that was really well-written and inspiring. I'll tell you this much - school's only what you want it to be. You're a very smart kid... the girl happens to be my best friend. I had to skip fifth period so I could keep her from jumping into things, and so she had someone during her trip to talk to and keep it reasonably positive.
It's fucking disgusting when you're sitting there and smelling the pot, hash and whatever else those children are shoving into their bodies, eh? We were just hanging out - that was fun, right? We're probably the only little group at Applehood who doesn't rely on any form of substance abuse, except for a select few individuals. The people in our group have struggled with a shitload - addiction, death, homelessness, dropping out, abuse... so much that you don't know about, and that I probably don't know about either. But hey - I can safely say that whenever any of my friends wants to talk to me, they have me for an encouraging talk, a hug or anything else they may require.
We all have a dark horse, man. I have quite a few that I left behind, and quite a few that're still there. I drank half a bottle of rum before getting to class - and I'm the one who preaches not putting shit into your body? I know it's major hypocrisy, but for some stupid fucking reason, yesterday seemed like the day to do it.
As much as I wish it wasn't, it's just a part of who I am and I can't help it right now. Maybe I can work towards becoming a better person, but it takes time and I'm working on it.
Some of us just get caught in the moment - hence the incidences yesterday. But yesterday was a compelling day for me - a lot went on and I realized how there is no single 'evil' individual in the world - every single fucking person has a good side to them...
I'm not writing details, but if you ever wanna talk, you can always call me... 270 2495
It's fucking disgusting when you're sitting there and smelling the pot, hash and whatever else those children are shoving into their bodies, eh? We were just hanging out - that was fun, right? We're probably the only little group at Applehood who doesn't rely on any form of substance abuse, except for a select few individuals. The people in our group have struggled with a shitload - addiction, death, homelessness, dropping out, abuse... so much that you don't know about, and that I probably don't know about either. But hey - I can safely say that whenever any of my friends wants to talk to me, they have me for an encouraging talk, a hug or anything else they may require.
We all have a dark horse, man. I have quite a few that I left behind, and quite a few that're still there. I drank half a bottle of rum before getting to class - and I'm the one who preaches not putting shit into your body? I know it's major hypocrisy, but for some stupid fucking reason, yesterday seemed like the day to do it.
As much as I wish it wasn't, it's just a part of who I am and I can't help it right now. Maybe I can work towards becoming a better person, but it takes time and I'm working on it.
Some of us just get caught in the moment - hence the incidences yesterday. But yesterday was a compelling day for me - a lot went on and I realized how there is no single 'evil' individual in the world - every single fucking person has a good side to them...
I'm not writing details, but if you ever wanna talk, you can always call me... 270 2495
-Sidra
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