Private to Self
Apparently, Quinn came over last night with Kaylee and hung out with Santana.
And she didn't like, stop in and say hi. With my kid. Or anything.
I'm starting to get nervous. With Quinn being distant and weird... what if she pulls Kaylee? She promised me she would never, ever do that. But still. Those promises were made a long time ago, in a very different environment. I'd fight it, but I have nothing to stand on. No legal rights at all. If she pulled Kaylee from me there is nothing I can do. And that utterly breaks my heart. I love Kaylee. I know things have not been easy since she's been born, and god sometimes I miss just being a teenager, but I wouldn't give her up for anything.
I need to have more faith in Quinn, but this is the longest fight we've had and it's stressing me out. On top of everything else. She was always the first person I went to. Well, for over a year now, she's been that person. But now... fuck. I don't even know. I know she's upset about Scout and her father... but she won't talk to me.
I bet she talks to Santana though. Probably tells her everything. Cause they're best buds again. Cheerio power or whatever. Maybe she would start talking to me if I joined Cheerios.
Not worth it. Sue hates me and probably wouldn't let me on. And if she did. It would be about torturing me. And probably trying to get me out of glee. So yeah, not worth it.
I hate that I've thought about this, I really really do. And it meant to much to me that everyone in glee pulled together to keep me in McKinley, I couldn't ask for better friends. But my dad asked me last night if I would have left if we would have moved to New York. I told him I wouldn't, because of Kaylee. But in thinking about it, if Quinn took Kaylee from me...
I might just take them up on it.
And she didn't like, stop in and say hi. With my kid. Or anything.
I'm starting to get nervous. With Quinn being distant and weird... what if she pulls Kaylee? She promised me she would never, ever do that. But still. Those promises were made a long time ago, in a very different environment. I'd fight it, but I have nothing to stand on. No legal rights at all. If she pulled Kaylee from me there is nothing I can do. And that utterly breaks my heart. I love Kaylee. I know things have not been easy since she's been born, and god sometimes I miss just being a teenager, but I wouldn't give her up for anything.
I need to have more faith in Quinn, but this is the longest fight we've had and it's stressing me out. On top of everything else. She was always the first person I went to. Well, for over a year now, she's been that person. But now... fuck. I don't even know. I know she's upset about Scout and her father... but she won't talk to me.
I bet she talks to Santana though. Probably tells her everything. Cause they're best buds again. Cheerio power or whatever. Maybe she would start talking to me if I joined Cheerios.
Not worth it. Sue hates me and probably wouldn't let me on. And if she did. It would be about torturing me. And probably trying to get me out of glee. So yeah, not worth it.
I hate that I've thought about this, I really really do. And it meant to much to me that everyone in glee pulled together to keep me in McKinley, I couldn't ask for better friends. But my dad asked me last night if I would have left if we would have moved to New York. I told him I wouldn't, because of Kaylee. But in thinking about it, if Quinn took Kaylee from me...
I might just take them up on it.