All i want to do in life right now is eat everything in sight.
omg i cannot stop eating. I am considering going down to the gas station on the corner and getting some chips and dip. Noah used to always have some hidden and I knew where they were and we would eat some together sometimes. And I'm craving them, but not him.
I'm glad he's gone. My life is so much less stressful with him out always messing it up.
Though, I'm sad Kaylee doesn't have her father.
I cannot stop listening to this song...
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Over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over.
[Private to self]
I can't stop crying. It's like, Niki opened a flood gate in me and it won't stop now. I've been curled up on my bed sobbing for the better part of two hours. Sleep isn't even going to happen.
98 seconds it how long it would take for me to get to the kitchen and get a knife out of the drawer. The only reason I'm not is because I have Kaylee tonight and I will not do that to myself with I have my baby here. I cannot. I would never do that while I have her.