Nov 16, 2005 18:20
I really dont know how much more of this i can take.
I cant take fighting with my mom day in and day out
anymore. She doesnt understand anything and i really
wish she did. I wish i could trust telling her stuff
and know she wont judge me by it, but i obviously cant.
Right now, i cant wait to go away to college.I went to
baker today to visit, it seems cool there..but im not sure
if its somewhere i'd really want to go.
Christmas is coming up which means me being depressed.
Lately i have been so emotional, about the stupidest things.
argh, whatever i guess i should stop being a little baby.
But i wish things were different and i could be happy.
and i love stacy and we are going to be best buds for a long time :)
I dont know how i will leave her if i go away for college, i guess she'll
just have to come with me.