Ugh... stupid stupid boys!
Well... i havnt updated this in awhile... but here it goes. Im feeling like crap today. Im sick and im having some problems.
I met this guy a long time ago... back in september... and i havnt talked to him since. However, i got re-connected with him through myspace. And weve been texting non-stop since friday... and he came over on monday night. We just hung out and hes so awesome. (he has a gf. i doubt if i didnt ask him, he would have told me.) And he came over on wednesday too (last night) and he was frickin ALL over me. We did pretty much everything BUT kissing. Like all the touchy feely crap... that i always fall for. Well... i fell for it. And when i finally fell for it, he text me 2 minuets after he left and told me "k, i had fun talking to you, but we got to close and im crazy about my gf..." uhh no buddy. Your not crazy about her, or otherwise that crap wouldnt have happened... and thats retarded. And im hurt, i finally started to fall for him... and then he is a totaly player. I think he is just as crazy about me on some level as he is about his gf... but i got stuck with the short end of the stick. God damnit... im so dumb.
Also... i think im somewhat starting to get over him, but i really need one of his wonderful hugs right about now. Cause he knows how to make it all go away...
I met this guy a long time ago... back in september... and i havnt talked to him since. However, i got re-connected with him through myspace. And weve been texting non-stop since friday... and he came over on monday night. We just hung out and hes so awesome. (he has a gf. i doubt if i didnt ask him, he would have told me.) And he came over on wednesday too (last night) and he was frickin ALL over me. We did pretty much everything BUT kissing. Like all the touchy feely crap... that i always fall for. Well... i fell for it. And when i finally fell for it, he text me 2 minuets after he left and told me "k, i had fun talking to you, but we got to close and im crazy about my gf..." uhh no buddy. Your not crazy about her, or otherwise that crap wouldnt have happened... and thats retarded. And im hurt, i finally started to fall for him... and then he is a totaly player. I think he is just as crazy about me on some level as he is about his gf... but i got stuck with the short end of the stick. God damnit... im so dumb.
Also... i think im somewhat starting to get over him, but i really need one of his wonderful hugs right about now. Cause he knows how to make it all go away...