Lifes a blurrr
I have to work at 9am. I just got home. Im fucking exhausted. And depressed. I had a good night with all my friends...I just feel incomplete these days and im hoping that feeling goes away soon. I have the worst headache in the entire world right now. My face is burnt so i look like a tomato. The day i wake up and Dont think of him will be a miracle. I feel like screaming at the top of my lungs as loud as i can....only what good would it do he'd never hear? I need this weekend to come soon Because i dont have to work at all till Monday and i need some fucking time to relax and hang out with friends. There all i have now. Besides my family which is by far Number One. Im rambling and Bitchy so im going to sleep... aka sitting here wide fucking awake thinking of SHIT i shouldnt be thinking about untill i pass out. Fuuuckkkking Frustrated. Damn i wish the OC was on today...Night