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[razzzbarryangel]

I feel like Ive lost myself. I have all these lovely plans and whatnot to do great things and become someone to be proud of. But somehow I have no motivation and I dont see any way to actually get to be someone to be proud of, to be anything but a paycheck to paycheck miserable person, always working for someone else not really making any difference in anything at the end of each day. Im just marking time.

If the Myans lied, and the world doesnt end in 2012, Im screwed.