Today Sucks
Yeah I said it. Today just has not been good. Its just sucky sucky. A crap load of people are getting on my nerves. The kid who frakkin sits next to me in Algebra 2 is a MOUTH BREATHER!!!!!! OMG shoot me now! And the kid who sits in front of me in German will not stop hassling me. This girl who sits near me in Social Studies is ugly! I am
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2. now onto your friend. I don't really know the details, but putting two and two together, i'm pretty sure iknow who you're talking about. hypocracy is irritating, when anybody does it. and i know the issue i think your'e talking about too. I was in a similar situation with a friend. sometimes distancing yoruself for a short while makes it easier, and makes you realize how much you miss eachother. about these "new best buds", its hard when ANY friend of yours gets another friend. It's not necissarily jealousy... but it's just no fun. but you've got to accept that you have other friends too. The steriotyping thing is hard. My immediate reaction to reading that statement was "STEPHANIE DO NOT HURT YOURSELF." wearing black doesn't make you gothic (it's actually quite artsy and cool) and so what if other people think it does? the coolest people are the ones who don't CARE what other people think. And back to the whole scars on your arms... i think there are better ways to handle things. i dont' know if you do that still, or if it's a habit you broke... but i think that instead of physically harming yourself, a more productive and less harmful outlet would be doing something like songwriting, or just writing in general. let your emotions just flow out. it's alot easier... and you won't be left with markings that will never go away, ever. you don't want that. I know that sometimes things like that are hard to stop doing... especially because last year for a while i suffered from some problems in the eating department. eventually though, you have to realize that even though at the time, something may seem like a good idea... it may not be. it took a period of me being very sick and losing the one thing i have going for me (my singing) to make me realize how stupid i was being.
lastly, if you're talking about who i think you are... let me just tell you what i see in your friendship. I see lots of competition... from both of you. i hear insults that both of you fire at eachother... and ireally think it's just jealousy on both parts. I don't know if it's always been like that, and i don't want to be one to judge, but it seems all very negative. perhaps you two should talk things out, and decide if you really think your relationship is healthy.
alright, i'm all done lecturing now. and i hope that some things i said help you out. remember, if you ever need to talk, i am always here for you.
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i love you bushels
you do know who i am talking about i can tell
and you hit the dumb nail on its idiot head
you rock
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