Meh
I've been feeling quite depressed all day today. Have no clue why...for a bit I thought it was because my dear friend ditched/missed school. So I was gonna text him today but Seal (my phone) is off and hiding from me, so not gonna happen. But I just keep thinking that maybe if he was at school today, in math with me, or even that I had just said that he missed a lot and he texted back with a "how was the quiz" I'd be happier. Which also makes me depressed.
And my body was annoying today.
And I am feeling a bit bad that no one online 'cept Mikari (who was amazing btw) and my penpal remembered my Bday. Yes, Razzi's feeling jelous of all the dillie/anguloke pics being dumped, it's true. D: After I post this I'm gonna go read my bday fic again. <3
Mostly I'm just plain depressed for stupid reasons. Like that I now have anime ads on LJ instead of the african ones. And that the computer with the memory card slot is being used so I can't upload my Scar Pumpkin.
I just hate being depressed, that's all. I'm not a depressed person at all. Like, ever. But clinical depression runs in my veins so when I do have my down moments they scare me and make it worse. Plus I've just been meh all day, even eating my roast beef.
Maybe Office will make it go away...?
And my body was annoying today.
And I am feeling a bit bad that no one online 'cept Mikari (who was amazing btw) and my penpal remembered my Bday. Yes, Razzi's feeling jelous of all the dillie/anguloke pics being dumped, it's true. D: After I post this I'm gonna go read my bday fic again. <3
Mostly I'm just plain depressed for stupid reasons. Like that I now have anime ads on LJ instead of the african ones. And that the computer with the memory card slot is being used so I can't upload my Scar Pumpkin.
I just hate being depressed, that's all. I'm not a depressed person at all. Like, ever. But clinical depression runs in my veins so when I do have my down moments they scare me and make it worse. Plus I've just been meh all day, even eating my roast beef.
Maybe Office will make it go away...?