ok with being lonely..until now
so i dont think im going to get on lj for a while...i cant handle it..i tried so hard to be strong while we had school but i cant do this anymore....ive officially broken down...im making bad decisions involving ppl from harrison couunty and i cant control myself anymore..im still losing wieght..im down to 118 now so thats 10 whole pounds that ive dropped..theres just too much stuff on lj that i cant handle right now..i need people who are going to be here and stand by me no matter how stupid i am for a while...theres just too much on here for me to handle