Listen 2 ur heart b4 u tell him goodbye..
Saturday 2 SaTuRdAy~~Psssh....wat a week. i felt like i was going to have a heart attack lol. Due to certain "distractions" being out of town i've been having a good amount of time to think about things. Lol oh no. Well in case you didn't know, me thinking of things in turn leads to me being in a bad mood. Me being in a bad mood and acting on that bad mood, led to this:
~Getting my set of keys taken away~ (edit: yes, i had my own set of keys, but got them, and got them taken away so quickly you can barely blink lol)
~Driving privelages=gone (indefinitely?, most likely)
~Grounded, grounded, grounded.
~lots of random crying (but hey wats new? mweh)
All this happened later in the week though, not directly in the beginning...but lets see, (before this post was thursday (warped tour) friday (hung out w/ chris?) saturday..
OH yes. we are starting on saturday.
Saturday was already updated last post (see warped tour one)
so Sunday...Sunday was Ben day! lol how did this happen? i get myself into the oddest predicaments...
That morning, i got up later than expected but still managed to make it up 2 visit ben @ work. ha, sweet but damn it was raining! growl. good thing i drove. except the whole parking far away thing. lol met some interesting people. learned some stuff about his job (which i will never remember lol) he took me around the building to "secretly" park lol in the back while making some offhand comment to mark about how he was leaving w/ me and would be back in "a couple minutes" grrr sounded so wrong. after him scolding me about my driving and showing me how to get back i was back to being a random spectator to his work. lol. i left later w/ a promise of maybe seeing each other later?
It's cool when people keep their promises. Around 5ish he called me to come pick me up (in 5 minutes mind u!) growl i hate when people do that! never ready...but anyway. so he did, and we were off to Cassidy that night to see "Once on this radio" or something like that i can't remember wat it was called. Funny, my first time @ Cassidy Theatre and i got the whole backstage tour. sweet. I managed to slip into the sound chair and was playing on the computer b4 the show and got onto minesweeper, won, and was thrilled to see that i beat george lol. it will forever say "AK bt GM" now. mwahahha. but anywho. the show was great. im so into vocals and such so yeah. thats probably why i adored it lol. singing is definitely my passion. ummmmm oh yeah. saw sara ballou there so that was sweet..and ummm yeah..idk. met some new people and that was that! ben dropped me off after the show...and yup. nice night.
sunday....um? idk. its a blur..lol maybe i'll edit later when i remember...
monday..? lol im forgetting wat happened wat days. but yeah i do remember going to conditioning that morning then forgetting that we didnt' have it lol.
Soccer Camp was this week though....Monday- Thursday.
Good times. Learning a lot of new stuff. Monday it was @ City hall, but the fields sucked so all the other days it was @ Nike. Renee is cool. Andy i had met b4, but this year he is particularly getting on my nerves for some reason...heh.
Wednesday we got rained out, so i took home Kristin, Michelle, Melissa, and Jenny.
it's sooo funny that im the only junior on the jv team. lol seniority is good, but moving up would be nice also. lol i just don't have the motivation to be serious about it...
i take things like sports to be strictly for fun. if it ever goes past that status, and goes from fun to work, i don't think its worth it.
most likely why im not striving for varsity...lol
---hung out w/ Kim wednesday. :) pouring rain driving w/ perverts! lol lmao. we picked up my pics from Illinois and the ones from Warped Tour. cool. On the way to going to the library we had to stop to get gas, which was a hilarious affair in itself. I am by far, the funniest thing to see when pumping gas lol. but yeah. Went to the library (wats new?) she had to get some summer reading and i was the master, and her my padawan lol. it was funny how she would ask me where things were in the library and random library facts and i seemed to know them. *Kim: how did you know that? *Me: This is why they call me the library whore lol then we had some fun being jackasses in the children's section and went on to the amber traditional cosmopolitan read. lol dropped her off later, stopped @ Arabica, and went home.
i think it was this night or some other night in the week that i got a call from cory who was in West Virginia so that was sweet:)
This was also the night i got my 2:30 in the morning phone call from Mr. Saunders in turn, keeping me up til 3:45 on the phone with him (aka me bitching. *remember i told u i had lots of time to think this week?)
Stayed up even a little later due to the childish excursions of the night, taking me into about 4:00 am.
The next day, i was expecting to sleep in late, yet woken up by my phone @ about 10:30 by miss natalie to hang out. so we went out to Steak and Shake for some free double steakburgers (lol) and then to the mall. and oh yes u got it
I GOT MY HOMECOMING DRESS!!!!!!!!!
How wonderfully wonderful. It's beautiful, if u ask me.
I always seem to have a crazy good time @ Homecomings, yet winterformals can never match them. not sure why. but needless to say
I can't wait til Homecoming.
prospects are in mind, but theirs always the back up if need be (lmao natalie, u found me a back up! just in case lol)
After being ridiculous their for a good couple hours we were back to her house (while bumping to aaron carter in her car on the way lmao) to be dumb and i updated her myspace? lol and we made someone else a myspace....mwahahha
later we went to big lots (yes biglots) and she took me home. soccer that night..
Friday...
oh the lovliness. since i was supposedly grounded, el padres (lol jason remember my story about this?) was pretty mad that i had gone out with Nat the day b4, so this day was left to cleaning. all day. the room and other things i guess. yesh. it sucked majorly.
That night, Natalie, Shawn, Danielle, and Jason came over around 6 ish.
Congratulations Shawn, you were the first guy to ever be in my room. (and be in my canopy too) feel sweet. lol
I guess it doesn't really count though, seeing that ur g/f was with you (aka my best friend lol)
So then....
Congratulations Jason Saunders. You were the first (unattached) guy to be in my room. lol
yeah.
So we all chilled in my devirginized room (lol) til about 7:30 and then we walked up to 7hills homedays...yeah...that was..interesting? idk. lol
We left at one point to go to Dairy Queen.
>>insert- Attack of Jason's Moist Towelettes! damn u saunders!
got ice cream, and then back to homedays
>>insert again- jason were u trying to give me a concussion when u pushed me across the path into that car???!!! lol
so we mosied around their for a while, got bored, went to calvin, it was late so we walked to the store, then to my house, were no one was home. :) stayed their for only a little bit w/ my dog attacking jason, then off to natalies (were on the way i was introduced to the jason saunders metal lol aka Skindred) to be ridiculous on the trampoline
>>>ridiculous insert thing again--- thank u jason, my finger is most likely broken..
chilled there for a while, then off again cuz jason had to be home by midnight (haha he is my clone cinderella! i am not the only person who's parents treat them as cinderella these days!) and him and i accomplished operation Swan Lake...mwahaha
Jason, the things i do for you. You can take your menstrual pads and go! lol
but yeah. today is saturday and well, today cassidy's doing "once on this island" but i don't think im going. maybe tomorrow? idk. cuz i think cory's getting back tomorrow! :) probably independence library today, seeing that Angela's Ashes came in for me...mwahaha. but overall, definitely not calling anyone probably cuz don't really wanna hang out.
Only a select few can change my mindset
but til later anyway, cuz this is tres long...
~Ambie~
Ps.
Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yeah
They're swept away and nothing is what is seems
The feeling of belonging to your dreams
Listen to your heart
When he's calling for you
Listen to your heart
There's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going
And I don't know why
But listen to your heart
Before you tell him goodbye
The story of my life eh? Tradgedy... lol :)
~Getting my set of keys taken away~ (edit: yes, i had my own set of keys, but got them, and got them taken away so quickly you can barely blink lol)
~Driving privelages=gone (indefinitely?, most likely)
~Grounded, grounded, grounded.
~lots of random crying (but hey wats new? mweh)
All this happened later in the week though, not directly in the beginning...but lets see, (before this post was thursday (warped tour) friday (hung out w/ chris?) saturday..
OH yes. we are starting on saturday.
Saturday was already updated last post (see warped tour one)
so Sunday...Sunday was Ben day! lol how did this happen? i get myself into the oddest predicaments...
That morning, i got up later than expected but still managed to make it up 2 visit ben @ work. ha, sweet but damn it was raining! growl. good thing i drove. except the whole parking far away thing. lol met some interesting people. learned some stuff about his job (which i will never remember lol) he took me around the building to "secretly" park lol in the back while making some offhand comment to mark about how he was leaving w/ me and would be back in "a couple minutes" grrr sounded so wrong. after him scolding me about my driving and showing me how to get back i was back to being a random spectator to his work. lol. i left later w/ a promise of maybe seeing each other later?
It's cool when people keep their promises. Around 5ish he called me to come pick me up (in 5 minutes mind u!) growl i hate when people do that! never ready...but anyway. so he did, and we were off to Cassidy that night to see "Once on this radio" or something like that i can't remember wat it was called. Funny, my first time @ Cassidy Theatre and i got the whole backstage tour. sweet. I managed to slip into the sound chair and was playing on the computer b4 the show and got onto minesweeper, won, and was thrilled to see that i beat george lol. it will forever say "AK bt GM" now. mwahahha. but anywho. the show was great. im so into vocals and such so yeah. thats probably why i adored it lol. singing is definitely my passion. ummmmm oh yeah. saw sara ballou there so that was sweet..and ummm yeah..idk. met some new people and that was that! ben dropped me off after the show...and yup. nice night.
sunday....um? idk. its a blur..lol maybe i'll edit later when i remember...
monday..? lol im forgetting wat happened wat days. but yeah i do remember going to conditioning that morning then forgetting that we didnt' have it lol.
Soccer Camp was this week though....Monday- Thursday.
Good times. Learning a lot of new stuff. Monday it was @ City hall, but the fields sucked so all the other days it was @ Nike. Renee is cool. Andy i had met b4, but this year he is particularly getting on my nerves for some reason...heh.
Wednesday we got rained out, so i took home Kristin, Michelle, Melissa, and Jenny.
it's sooo funny that im the only junior on the jv team. lol seniority is good, but moving up would be nice also. lol i just don't have the motivation to be serious about it...
i take things like sports to be strictly for fun. if it ever goes past that status, and goes from fun to work, i don't think its worth it.
most likely why im not striving for varsity...lol
---hung out w/ Kim wednesday. :) pouring rain driving w/ perverts! lol lmao. we picked up my pics from Illinois and the ones from Warped Tour. cool. On the way to going to the library we had to stop to get gas, which was a hilarious affair in itself. I am by far, the funniest thing to see when pumping gas lol. but yeah. Went to the library (wats new?) she had to get some summer reading and i was the master, and her my padawan lol. it was funny how she would ask me where things were in the library and random library facts and i seemed to know them. *Kim: how did you know that? *Me: This is why they call me the library whore lol then we had some fun being jackasses in the children's section and went on to the amber traditional cosmopolitan read. lol dropped her off later, stopped @ Arabica, and went home.
i think it was this night or some other night in the week that i got a call from cory who was in West Virginia so that was sweet:)
This was also the night i got my 2:30 in the morning phone call from Mr. Saunders in turn, keeping me up til 3:45 on the phone with him (aka me bitching. *remember i told u i had lots of time to think this week?)
Stayed up even a little later due to the childish excursions of the night, taking me into about 4:00 am.
The next day, i was expecting to sleep in late, yet woken up by my phone @ about 10:30 by miss natalie to hang out. so we went out to Steak and Shake for some free double steakburgers (lol) and then to the mall. and oh yes u got it
I GOT MY HOMECOMING DRESS!!!!!!!!!
How wonderfully wonderful. It's beautiful, if u ask me.
I always seem to have a crazy good time @ Homecomings, yet winterformals can never match them. not sure why. but needless to say
I can't wait til Homecoming.
prospects are in mind, but theirs always the back up if need be (lmao natalie, u found me a back up! just in case lol)
After being ridiculous their for a good couple hours we were back to her house (while bumping to aaron carter in her car on the way lmao) to be dumb and i updated her myspace? lol and we made someone else a myspace....mwahahha
later we went to big lots (yes biglots) and she took me home. soccer that night..
Friday...
oh the lovliness. since i was supposedly grounded, el padres (lol jason remember my story about this?) was pretty mad that i had gone out with Nat the day b4, so this day was left to cleaning. all day. the room and other things i guess. yesh. it sucked majorly.
That night, Natalie, Shawn, Danielle, and Jason came over around 6 ish.
Congratulations Shawn, you were the first guy to ever be in my room. (and be in my canopy too) feel sweet. lol
I guess it doesn't really count though, seeing that ur g/f was with you (aka my best friend lol)
So then....
Congratulations Jason Saunders. You were the first (unattached) guy to be in my room. lol
yeah.
So we all chilled in my devirginized room (lol) til about 7:30 and then we walked up to 7hills homedays...yeah...that was..interesting? idk. lol
We left at one point to go to Dairy Queen.
>>insert- Attack of Jason's Moist Towelettes! damn u saunders!
got ice cream, and then back to homedays
>>insert again- jason were u trying to give me a concussion when u pushed me across the path into that car???!!! lol
so we mosied around their for a while, got bored, went to calvin, it was late so we walked to the store, then to my house, were no one was home. :) stayed their for only a little bit w/ my dog attacking jason, then off to natalies (were on the way i was introduced to the jason saunders metal lol aka Skindred) to be ridiculous on the trampoline
>>>ridiculous insert thing again--- thank u jason, my finger is most likely broken..
chilled there for a while, then off again cuz jason had to be home by midnight (haha he is my clone cinderella! i am not the only person who's parents treat them as cinderella these days!) and him and i accomplished operation Swan Lake...mwahaha
Jason, the things i do for you. You can take your menstrual pads and go! lol
but yeah. today is saturday and well, today cassidy's doing "once on this island" but i don't think im going. maybe tomorrow? idk. cuz i think cory's getting back tomorrow! :) probably independence library today, seeing that Angela's Ashes came in for me...mwahaha. but overall, definitely not calling anyone probably cuz don't really wanna hang out.
Only a select few can change my mindset
but til later anyway, cuz this is tres long...
~Ambie~
Ps.
Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yeah
They're swept away and nothing is what is seems
The feeling of belonging to your dreams
Listen to your heart
When he's calling for you
Listen to your heart
There's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going
And I don't know why
But listen to your heart
Before you tell him goodbye
The story of my life eh? Tradgedy... lol :)