*chirp Chirp* bored and grounded
I'm bored. That is, well because i couldn't go anywhere today. Well i take that back. I did go somewhere. 1. To iggle video to drop off the movie i rented and 2. to the library to (drop off book), (pick up le morte d'arthur sheesh..), (drop off application). so really, i did nothing lol. cleaning. yeah. sleeping yeah.
Yesterday was pretty fun though... Well, in the morning hours i was supposed to hang out with Apple Core. But me being me, woke up late again, and he had his driving test that day so although i COULD have gone to see him at his humble abode, it would have been only 4 45 mins, which we declared not good enough. lol. so instead, i called up Alex and we decided to hang out. I met him over by Dag (supposed to be AT Dag but well, lets face it, he's a slow walker lol so i picked him up) We hung out and talked (meaning played Truth ha) for about 2 hours or so...sheesh this game has been going on for what like atleast a week now? no? i'm not sure... but i like it. it's awesome, he's awesome.... I believe i do get along with him pretty well and can be open with him...sweet.
So after that i proceeded back to my humble abode to make food for my bro would had called me during my hang out time with Alex, saying he was DYING of hunger. lol. boyz.. but yeah. so i drove down to the post office and then to pick up my brother from work at 4:00. I also solved the mysterious buzzing mystery at that time...:) lol im a ditz. When i was waiting for Jason to get out of work, I got a call from a (VERY) excited Cory, asking if i wanted to go to Arabica, cuz he was driving with his newly obtained license. lol gotta luv him. So i told him i'd be home in about 15 minutes and i'd call him then...
So eventually, Cory came to pick me up and we went to Arabica where Tiffany and Keri were already waiting. Then me and Apple Core visited Nat at work and went and saw the puppies and raccoons with Tink and Keri at the pet store...
So afterwards i had nothing to do so Cory like hey, lets go to my swim meet eh? lol so we chilled their for a while and i got some sun while layin by the pool and watchin guys in tight jammers swim like crazy. lol (what could be better?)heh, at one point though i got kinda bored so i went across the street and shopped for a while, in the end picking up a pair of khaki shorts and a new belly button ring :)
so it happened to be approaching 8:30, meanin me and cor had been hangin out for a good 4 hours now, but we were seriously cravin some bon fire action @ Alaina's so, although it was only event 36 or so, and he still had to race in 65 and 72, he decided to sacrifice for me :) lol and made up some bullshit story to his coach about how he got called in for work...heh. so we kinda wanted to do a little bit of something b4 going to Alaina's, but couldn't decide on anything (after going over the idea of making out in a picture booth at the mall) lol so we instead went to taco bell lol and then to Alaina's. heh, that was pretty fun. swimming and all was nice and i love hanging out with those crazy drama people. i made sure i talked myself out pretty good though early, b/c i knew if a certain someone i invited *cough*chris*cough* i would have been devoting all my attention to him. lol which was true.
and which in turn, leads to the reason i am grounded today. well after not going home w/ cory (as planned) or Jason (also planned if he was to stay later than Cor) I ended up going home with Chris. Well as i always do, i find myself carousing with this boy til late hours in the night, knowingly turning off my phone and/or avoiding calls to "be home". i know the consequences, i just chose to forget the meaning of curfew when i am with him that's all :) lol
I'm sure this grounding thing won't last to long though, it never does. i'm not gonna try to get out early though, i mean. i'm not resisting or wat not. I'm sure i could go out tomorrow like i was planning, but im not gonna try for it. Mostly b/c i'm gonna have to start disciplining myself in order to successfully complete my summmer reading..cuz yeah "Le Morte d'arthur" is a bitch. lol alright well i'm noticing this is getting long, i'll try to rap it up..sooner or later
so i've noticed lately i seem to be very torn. between decisions that is. i mean, usually i am either swaying to one direction in decisions but this time, i am completely undecided. I mean its either, taking my chances with a love i'm not sure really exists anymore, which could in turn hurt other people i care dearly for but yet give me some satisfaction and sense of securtity or to forget about it and lose something i may never have the chance to get back again, but in turn opening my options to other things. Each option has its pros and cons and i seem to suprisingly be in no hurry to figure things out, which is really weird for me. I know i'm gonna have to decide sooner or later though because i understand people become impatient with me but yeah, at the time being i am in no hurry. Exploring new options is good right now. for now atleast. i figure if i absolutely can't live without him after a while, I'll see that and i have that option to be with him so all is good.
Well, i truly am rambling now, so i'll go. If anyone is reading this and has any commments *cough*alex*cough* or questions (i don't need to cough, u know who u are) then u know what to do, exercise your leave comments rights. lol til then, ~Amber~
Yesterday was pretty fun though... Well, in the morning hours i was supposed to hang out with Apple Core. But me being me, woke up late again, and he had his driving test that day so although i COULD have gone to see him at his humble abode, it would have been only 4 45 mins, which we declared not good enough. lol. so instead, i called up Alex and we decided to hang out. I met him over by Dag (supposed to be AT Dag but well, lets face it, he's a slow walker lol so i picked him up) We hung out and talked (meaning played Truth ha) for about 2 hours or so...sheesh this game has been going on for what like atleast a week now? no? i'm not sure... but i like it. it's awesome, he's awesome.... I believe i do get along with him pretty well and can be open with him...sweet.
So after that i proceeded back to my humble abode to make food for my bro would had called me during my hang out time with Alex, saying he was DYING of hunger. lol. boyz.. but yeah. so i drove down to the post office and then to pick up my brother from work at 4:00. I also solved the mysterious buzzing mystery at that time...:) lol im a ditz. When i was waiting for Jason to get out of work, I got a call from a (VERY) excited Cory, asking if i wanted to go to Arabica, cuz he was driving with his newly obtained license. lol gotta luv him. So i told him i'd be home in about 15 minutes and i'd call him then...
So eventually, Cory came to pick me up and we went to Arabica where Tiffany and Keri were already waiting. Then me and Apple Core visited Nat at work and went and saw the puppies and raccoons with Tink and Keri at the pet store...
So afterwards i had nothing to do so Cory like hey, lets go to my swim meet eh? lol so we chilled their for a while and i got some sun while layin by the pool and watchin guys in tight jammers swim like crazy. lol (what could be better?)heh, at one point though i got kinda bored so i went across the street and shopped for a while, in the end picking up a pair of khaki shorts and a new belly button ring :)
so it happened to be approaching 8:30, meanin me and cor had been hangin out for a good 4 hours now, but we were seriously cravin some bon fire action @ Alaina's so, although it was only event 36 or so, and he still had to race in 65 and 72, he decided to sacrifice for me :) lol and made up some bullshit story to his coach about how he got called in for work...heh. so we kinda wanted to do a little bit of something b4 going to Alaina's, but couldn't decide on anything (after going over the idea of making out in a picture booth at the mall) lol so we instead went to taco bell lol and then to Alaina's. heh, that was pretty fun. swimming and all was nice and i love hanging out with those crazy drama people. i made sure i talked myself out pretty good though early, b/c i knew if a certain someone i invited *cough*chris*cough* i would have been devoting all my attention to him. lol which was true.
and which in turn, leads to the reason i am grounded today. well after not going home w/ cory (as planned) or Jason (also planned if he was to stay later than Cor) I ended up going home with Chris. Well as i always do, i find myself carousing with this boy til late hours in the night, knowingly turning off my phone and/or avoiding calls to "be home". i know the consequences, i just chose to forget the meaning of curfew when i am with him that's all :) lol
I'm sure this grounding thing won't last to long though, it never does. i'm not gonna try to get out early though, i mean. i'm not resisting or wat not. I'm sure i could go out tomorrow like i was planning, but im not gonna try for it. Mostly b/c i'm gonna have to start disciplining myself in order to successfully complete my summmer reading..cuz yeah "Le Morte d'arthur" is a bitch. lol alright well i'm noticing this is getting long, i'll try to rap it up..sooner or later
so i've noticed lately i seem to be very torn. between decisions that is. i mean, usually i am either swaying to one direction in decisions but this time, i am completely undecided. I mean its either, taking my chances with a love i'm not sure really exists anymore, which could in turn hurt other people i care dearly for but yet give me some satisfaction and sense of securtity or to forget about it and lose something i may never have the chance to get back again, but in turn opening my options to other things. Each option has its pros and cons and i seem to suprisingly be in no hurry to figure things out, which is really weird for me. I know i'm gonna have to decide sooner or later though because i understand people become impatient with me but yeah, at the time being i am in no hurry. Exploring new options is good right now. for now atleast. i figure if i absolutely can't live without him after a while, I'll see that and i have that option to be with him so all is good.
Well, i truly am rambling now, so i'll go. If anyone is reading this and has any commments *cough*alex*cough* or questions (i don't need to cough, u know who u are) then u know what to do, exercise your leave comments rights. lol til then, ~Amber~